willazz

Happy Chinese New Year!

2012-01-25T11:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese new year to all my Chinese friends from all around. I wish you all good health, wealth and prosperity this year.

I hope your day is filled with joy and laughter. I know I did.

Happy New Year 2012

2012-01-08T03:14:00.000+08:00

So it begins, another new year with the old you. You cannot expect everything to be new. You can anticipate for a renewed life.

A life which makes more sense than the previous year.

Will people actually look back all their past and hope for something different this year? Yes, we all do.
No ones want to be the same, over and over again. Somewhere in the heart demands change, a significant one if could.

Usually words are use to describe, to live with it daily and expecting anything to change is just crap.
Happy New Year everyone.

Sunburst.

2011-11-25T10:33:00.001+08:00

My new guitar, a telecaster.

Hope, My view.

2011-09-06T19:42:00.002+08:00

This note is about hope. I'm not going to talk trust here, only hope.

Yes your mind is thinking now, in order to have hope in someone or something to happen, you place trust in someone or something for hope to realise.

Though, hope does not have a two-way communication flow, It could either be good or bad, good as in it goes your way for your own good which will eventually turn into trust, by then only there is We.

In the stages of hope, there is only You in it. The bad would be dissapointing and somewhat heartbreaking. Two-way communication can lead to an understanding. I won't talk about that for now, I will elaborate what hope can turn into, it's very wide and require a lot of understanding of a person.

Yes you need a person or bunch of person in order to work, even if it is a thing you hope for, eventually there is someone to help you get it. By now you would think that hope is a gamble, but it is much more complex than that, gambling could lead you with uncertain result and you will always desire it to win and by the point of losing you lost yourself in indulgence of gambling and addicted in the circle outcome of gambling.

Hope is a beautiful thing that even the situation doesn't go the way it hope, the opposite result will lead the person hoping, will forgive himself and other party involve. The person hoping will be grateful if the hope eventually fall in place, the reason why I use eventually is that there are trials and tribulation going on and battle against what you are hoping during the period when you hope.

Things might get rough, eventually (again) some would let go of hope. If you are able to endure the process, the outcome might not be entirely exactly like what you have expected, but it will be more beautiful and more better then the original hope that you have asked for.

Me.

Girl, You need to know

2011-09-06T19:40:00.002+08:00

People we met, people we talk to, they all come and go. No one stay close to you all the time even if you choose to let them be. All the long hour waiting for a reply,hope you get a respond or whatsoever, wasted your time waiting. You might think what have you done in return to all the cold answers you get. Do not expect too much, give and take, you might be more happier the way it is.

They just want to avoid you, you know it, you sense that, you know all about it, not replying or answering, or words that directly shuts you down ( tells you to stop whatever your doing now), replies that do not ask why (because they do not really care), all the short replies. These are all to be afraid of, especially the long reply which directly tells you that, I AM BUSY (Being Under Satan's Yolk). Busy, a word use by those just to get rid of you, you know about it, there's no question about it too.

BUT when you SEE/SAW them in the mall, the streets, restaurant, hot spots, clubs, all the places you describe, THEY AREN'T Exactly busy, they can still go to club, hanging out with their friends, wearing nicely and you thought about the earlier message which you THOUGHT that she is probably TOO OCCUPIED with WORK or whatever the reason, you've been wrong. Everyone who does not face this means there's no particular interest in the person. If you do, you like the person and you know that person is important.

You see, you care when nobody cares about you, who ignores you, who does not want you around when he/she is chilling with buddies (only when they need you will they contact you, tool)

If you knew your being used as a tool, stop being one. But you like being used don't cha? >)

Let me get to my point, When you see them outside They can wave to you, smile at you, ask you why your here,They can just talk to you like BUDDIES!!!!! LIKE EVERYTHING IS NORMAL.of course you two are friends and NORMAL would totally fit, I guess you were close too BUT your just one of the many friends he/she have.

For you, as someone who haven't seen the light, there is none. You know your heart has been hurt so badly, that you just want to excuse yourself from the scene. You just want to get out of there, ignore the person, Do not want to see the person. Some may tear for such a friend. You know what sucks next? The friend can even call you, text you in the club to say, you walked passed me or what not replies you can get from like nothing has happen. Loads of things run through your mind. You've calmed down. your heart is too soft. You do the necessary, you text back, to even end up in cold brutal reject.

Worst comes to worst, they see you as their siblings, the brotherhood relationships. Your're F*CKED. End up getting "What the F*ck is wrong with you wei?!"

You heard of it loads of time, you wanted to say something back, I love you.

Crushed across the heart

2011-09-04T04:21:00.000+08:00

Today is a great day, I never knew we could meet again, it was long time ago when I brave up myself to speak to this girl. She is someone I would love to be with. It was the first time I did something out from my norm, usually I would just walk by pass by and never be heard of. I'm usually invincible, no attention ever be laid upon me. Although the negativity, somewhere inside of me I wish we would be close, just somehow.
Lets skip that feeling. I was crashing her party, I never knew that from hanging out with my buddies would lead me to her birthday party that I wish I could attend from the beginning. I talked to her for a bit, what I really wanted was something to talk to her, especially ask her if she stills remember me, who am I and sorts but I didn't have the chance, she was too busy with someone else which I don't care at all. to this point I do what I can to get her attention, but I guess I wasn't successful, somethings in life are meant to have uphill battle in order to get what both or each other wants. Through it all, it was an amazing feeling rushing through my brain. I get tipsy and felt nice today. Its something I would remember.

Talking to the Moon Bruno Mars

2011-06-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

I'm still trying to get to you...

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Clear about something.

2011-06-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hello friend or stranger.
I don't know if I'm just being plain lazy or just plain nuisance.
I got this enormous feeling that I only write blog when I'm really bored or emotional besides that maybe a few upload about happy moments, but most of it, I wasn't just writing for the sake of writing it was for a time where I would love to share about what I learn, It's sorta off mixed feelings all together in one.

Okay, that clears it.
Celebrated my birthday with few of my closest friend. Had a great time with them even-though the time is so short with each other.
Rushed assignment like crazy, had headache after all that, forgot to do print some paper during my hand ins.
What a rush! I need to get back to my feet.

Share of Love

2011-02-22T00:39:00.000+08:00

When your out with your friends, please be aware of what you want to say, some words may trigger unwanted attention towards you. Silent is gem. Construct your sentences well first. Understand your friends and observe the situation. There are those who are funny, those who laugh at everything the funny guy would do, those who are quiet, those who are talkative and not funny. Whoever they are, it does not matter, at the end of the day, know that they are there for you, the moment spend together is precious, don't create hatred about it. Some are working with not enough time to even have time for you. Be pleased with them for the valuable time with you. It's important to bond friendship with each other, no one can live alone. I know that myself.

So you ask about another thing, your family, your parents and your sibling(s). Do be reminded not all of us have a perfect family, some may come from a broken relationship family. Your main concerns are treating them well, visit them often to let them know you care about them as much as they have care for you. Sometimes being there for them is enough. Do whatever you can to make them happy when they are still alive, treasure every moment with them, so it leave you no regret when they leave you. Love your family.

One of my fear.

2011-02-13T04:08:00.001+08:00

Feeling a little heavy here, head spinning, with thoughts in my head clashing bittersweet memories.

Calming jazz tunes lift me up a little, waiting for angelic voice to fill the empty song of my heart.

Use to favour one angelic voice, but no longer hears from her.

Wasting time at drowsy cold night, pacing out reality and hide in my lonely space.

Happy Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-11T13:49:00.002+08:00

I've been going out for gathering almost everyday to meet up with friends, been taking 'ang pows'(red packets) since. Also I did went to club 2 days streak, awesome night ever.

Hanging out at Abu after massive dance and hard liquor session in Mois

Day 2 club pictures with chia,xiang ting, eugene,ronnie,doreen, 2 girls i forgotten their name, im so sorry lacey and lady in red

2011 Year fill with desire, wants and passion.

2011-02-01T22:28:00.001+08:00

Hey readers, this year will be a great year.
It will be wonderful as colourful clothes fill my closet.
New style to blend in, mix and match, accessories to wear, I am loving it.

Happy New Year

2011-01-06T00:19:00.001+08:00

Life been great, nothing unusual. Loads of shopping I guess.
Awesome year to begin I suppose. Hope to find new meaning to life.

December 2010 update.

2010-12-30T02:27:00.000+08:00

Today, at around 1am I was woken up by my neighbour or people who is having an argument outside my apartment, their voice was echoing throughout the entire place, feeling discomfort, I wake up from this unwanted disturbance.

Anyway, just feel like writing something

it's almost 2011, time is moving on so ever fast, there's so many things to talk about
first thing would be congratulation to me I finish my diploma, finally.
secondly, I think I have always been spoilt by my parents.
thirdly, I think I need a change, this environment is getting too comfortable to me as everything is just so near. I don't need to move a muscle to get them, so I definitely need a makeover.
fourthly, either starts in Australia or home.

I so wanted to get out from here and explore.

Friends, they're great, never really talk much about how good they were when they're by my side.
Don't really care about what's their problem or so on, but its going to change.
Friends out there, I won't let you down any more, I will try to be a better friend, just give me a chance.

2010-11-14T02:14:00.001+08:00

The world is so cold, even your friend don't know you anymore because they thought they're so normal like everyone, that everybody else doesn't have their own flaws
Thinking that the way their friends being around them or conversation conducted to them has changed because the words you said loses its standards yeah! loses its bond yes! THEY BEGAN TO LABEL US. After all you've been through with them, OH HOLY! i should just put him as NORMAL FRIENDS.

Okay you got confused don't you? What I mean is that, certain things don't change, especially when it's your own trade mark with em, and these people( your so called friend) comes in and tells you that they don't get you!

They expect you to be like them, the so called standards, with class I think, whatever the bs it is, fuck yourself for being plastic!

do the FCUK you want, because U R INSECURE! SO AM I but THAT'S NOT THE SORT OF COMFORT I WOULD FIT IN!

argh!

Halloween Part I

2010-11-01T12:48:00.000+08:00

The lights is shading off, the sky turns dark and gloomy. The wind blew in, with the sound of thousand bullets hit the ground, I knew the weather is going to change, as I look sour towards the day, I began to wait for much later in the hour. I initiate for some responding pursuit, It was successful.

Having slightest moment of delight, I headed out to the battlefield I hated most, with many patrons of Proton, It wasn't easy to reach the destination I figured to arrive.

Then it came to the most irritation uphill battle for my machine, It was without a sense of creativity corresponded to the details of the architecture.

The air was awkward, I knew in the beginning, I prepared to be against all odds, I look like a dumbfounded fool. I left with a consolation prize of Rum and Raisin treat in my hand.

The night followed with a meal of a small gathering I presumed, yes it must have, feeling lightheaded i began to joke myself out for the air started to dense in.

Mail reached upon me, communication sets in. Time to head out to the music scene.

Part II will be continued soon.

I want to say

2010-10-27T03:35:00.000+08:00

I am not so happy, I feel jealousy, It sucks I feel isolated,deserted and abandoned.

Like a puppy in a brown paper box soaking under clouds of rain, waiting for owner to pick me up.

Everyone is busy with their life, where's mine?

2010-10-27T03:19:00.000+08:00

Am I a bad friend? why do I feel like I'm one? Maybe I don't appreciate you as my friend that I got this kind of feeling today.

I want to be a better friend, couldn't I?

I want you to know that, I'm willing to share my secrets with you if you would just listen to them.

I'm easy, is that hard for you?

I'm different and so are you, but why are we so much in common?

I might not be your buddy to share thoughts with, but I think of you absolutely whenever I can think of.

I might be busy but I'm only waiting for your reply.

A reply might not lead you to have interest in me, but I hope it would made an impact.

Impression of me might not be good, but could you show me yours? maybe I will impress you in another way around.

Let's be friend, A really close one who I can share my loneliness with.

Who I can hold, feel and comfort.

Linkin Park A Thousand Suns (Purchased), The Album Review

2010-09-28T17:50:00.001+08:00

I got the album and I like it.

I support the music you guys are making, people change every five years. Your so called fans need to understand the up and downs of life, as we all walk towards the future, we try new things and inspired by new and old people.

I've sit down and watch the DVD for "Meeting of A Thousand Suns" and towards the end I see fire burning discussion as all musician face, the argument you guys had and now it's all over. Thank God.

You guys love your fans and we all love you too. When you are up there, you'll have to face criticism, it's not easy, even our friends might back out but we must stay true to the band and the commitment you guys had put through, it's not wasted, people need to accept new things and new style.

You must know how many people you've inspired throughout the years... 10 freaking years! It's the process that counts. No matter where you guys heading with your band. I'll be inspired with your music, I have to admit there are times when I feel disappointed with the album, but as i kept listening to it. I like it! Honestly, it's like i'm going through the process of the album making with you guys and understanding what you guys put us through with your music. I can go much in details with all the songs you guys had made, but no, I'm sharing my thoughts on the newest album.

So let's get it on with the photo I took in my car.

Sneak Peak of the poster that i got as freebies

I got the imported version which comes with a DVD ( Meeting of a Thousand Suns which is the Documentary)

Look at the shiny hologram, I really like this version

this is what i see when I flip open the album

LP UNDERGROUND as usual

The lyrics and tons of beautiful art inside

A close up

The back cover.. I love the hologram, seriously

The LP sticker I got free when I purchase the album, I straight away stick in my car, It's awesome.

The poster,
end. Thank you for viewing

That rounds up my update for this post.

Linkin Park A Thousand Suns Leaked

2010-09-08T18:14:00.005+08:00

So the album got leaked into the INTERNET before the launch..

It's strange how it got leaked but it's not surprising. If your here looking for the download link, SORRY I do not have it but you'll get there like you get here. Do not think you've wasted your time here, I will update about any news regarding the band Linkin Park, so DO VISIT my site often. thanks!

Internet is a powerful medium that provides infomation at a touch of a button, it also steals and hacks into other people's computer too. It happen to tons of artist before and it's not new.

So fans around the world, you can get A Thousand Sun online now. I will get the original CD when it launches soon.

CLICK HERE for the album review

Last Semester

2010-09-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

So...
It's finally the last sem,
and I don't seem to have what I needed to have, fuck that kind of life I'm having
which is the warmth of another soul
Is it so hard to come by? Everyone discriminated me and and my language what I really need is the comfort of your ear listening to my happy lines if your listening. Thank you for flying with me, where goes the tendency to stay and go after, whatever it is I knew you don't bother, we're in the same flight but our destination is bound to head differently. It's all a part of what I'm after but I know you'll choke and go coughing laughter.

It's going to finish what do I do after this? Please baby please, I don't need your compensating kiss
Your like an angel fallen from the bliss, take a second to breath what I would miss.

Lies

2010-09-01T02:55:00.001+08:00

It's a pleasure to talk about your lies

Listen to the crowd this place I’m standing

It’s so loud and I’m here presenting

I’m MC Will representing, no hating

No food or drinks or onion rings

I’m suffocating

This life is like a sick mind of lies
Where people keep silent with his lies
theres no stop between his lines
I’m sick of those days where brotherhood seems in place
You never knew when it will end
It’s like a drug got into you, there’s no way to pretend
You'll end up getting hurt again It's all part of his game.

I’ll say Emcee WillaZz in the house got your mind thinking today

Life’s a catch” what did you freaking say?

U got a problem with me ? Let’s hear it briefleh!

U got an attitude ?Boy I find it funneh

Its like caught in between a friend and a lie

Where goes your dignity

Willazz copyright

Linkin Park A Thousand Suns

2010-08-30T22:04:00.005+08:00

Great album is coming out soon with the the latest Linkin Park Album which will be out on September 14 2010.

I've listen to the band Linkin Park since forever have revealed the cover art for their fourth studio album A Thousand Suns.

They've also released the tracklisting which will be produced by Minutes To Midnight producer Rick Rubin and band MC and guitarist Mike Shinoda. All songs and music will be written by the band. Check it out below.

The Requiem
The Radiance
Burning In The Skies
Empty Spaces
When They Come To Me
Robot Boy
Jornada Del Muerto
Waiting For The End
Blackout
Wretches And Kings
Wisdom, Justice And Love
Iridescent
Fallout
The Catalyst
The Messenger

I couldn't wait to write the review for this album as I know it is going to be a good one and definately to purchase it immediately right after the launch. hopefully they'll come to Malaysia again. I want to go to their concert again. It's awesome in 2003.

The catalyst which recently launch in MTV and radio review by my friends as being not so nice like last time, people grow up and they are still LP that I know of many years ago. truly they are pioneer when it comes to satisfying my soul as i connected to them thru the music they produce. Awesome band they are, you cant go wrong with them, they inspire me and hopefully they inspire you too. I love every song they ever produce and their live music is what you must anticipate for, it's absolutely best! Trust me you will be hyped like I did.

Well this end of another wonderful post of mine.

CLICK HERE for the album review
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UPDATE!

So the album got leaked into the INTERNET before the launch..

It's strange how it got leaked but it's not surprising. If your here looking for the download link,
SORRY I do not have it but you'll get there like you get here. Do not think you've wasted your
time here, I will update about any news regarding the band Linkin Park, so DO VISIT my site
often. thanks!

Internet is a powerful medium that provides infomation at a touch of a button, it also steals and
hacks into other people's computer too. It happen to tons of artist before and it's not new.

So fans around the world, you can get A Thousand Sun online now. I will get the original CD
when it launches soon.

Night Owl and the Memories of the Unforgettable Chapter 1: Wake up

2010-08-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

"Alas, o' chap your here just in time!" said Uncle Kapusky " the ceromony will begin soon, look for your mother, she's waiting for you." Looking curious where Kapusky pointed his thumb to the far end of the house. Looking at the wall, whichs old pictures hanging, it seems this place has been passed down many generation, it could be 20 generation before, who would know?

MOIS Masquerade

2010-08-07T03:41:00.001+08:00

Yo wassup ppl its 3.28am in morning..ITS SATURDAY YO!!!
I just got back home from MOIS, my good friend Felix fetch me, God he is a good driving please bless him with a good car in the future.. I wanna ride in the Sepang with him alright? in Jesus's name AMEN!!!!

WOOHOOO
I parteh hard tonight again! i cant walk properly and I ALWAYS SAW STEPHANIE LEONG IN MOIS!!! every week!!! cant miss her.. LOL and i also saw my KDU friend Name SKY.. he's awesome! we cheers together... and there was Kelvin Koo, Ah Siang Lai Tat and one girl he brought name Susan, AWESOME!... i had fun tonight with all of them tonight, hopefully it doesnt end.. but it does!!!!! and u know what.. so many ah kua inside... God bless those hitting them dont get lucky tonight.. hahaha

Oh I saw many pretty and sexy girls on the dance floor too.. will this post drop the rate of me getting a girlfriend.. ah fuck it i dun think it will be that soon also.. summore I'm with my dude friend tonight.. i guess it alright future girlfriend.. whoever u are u probably understanding wan right? hehe

0kay i guess my clothes today dam down la!!! aiyo.. Im not goin to wear Lois Khakis Shirt ade..

oh yea we had 42 Below Vodka with Orange Juice..WHAT ABTOUT THAT??? GAY?????? BUZZ OFFF
its awesome righT!!!!!!

Summore i met High sch buddy Weng Siang and Jacky!!! Love u guys! Classmates forever!! parteh yo!!!!

Little did u know im actually having TWISTIES HERE as i write this.. yup.. im drunk.. and of cuz hungry la.. lol... got back in just 10 minutes..lol.. fast wei!~ hahahaha

and u know what..
got stop by police also
hahaha
the uncle ask me balik mana..
my house of cuz i know la!!! kns! TIU!!! he open my door asking me.. tot I cant answer u isit!!! i not that fuckin drunk alright!! ARIGH!!!

AND OH I SAW one girl from HCC wan i think she graduate ade.. CM? CB lai yo

ok la i wanna sleep ade.. dun disturb me aight??? bye!

05 August 2010.

2010-08-06T00:38:00.001+08:00

Today I woke up feeling pretty beat up and unsatisfied, I was feeling pretty lazy.

I took my time slowly pampering myself today and before i knew it I was ready to go out feeling comfortable and excited that I am going out hunting for a blazer in Queensbay Mall. Look all over QBM for several times, back and forth in and out of various shops. I have decided that Gap and Esprit has what I was looking for, tho the one in MetroJaya's East India in Gurney still beats these two and the price in MJ are much lesser because theres discount. Both priced at RM499 is okay, just that its not really nice or suits me, because of the material they uses. I'm looking for indirectly formal blazer. I would think I will hunt again tomorrow in Gurney again, since I got something I like in Gurney already.

I'll see how...

Night Owl and the Memories of the Unforgettable Chapter Prologue

2010-08-05T06:15:00.002+08:00

Defination of Cognition.

The mental process of knowing, including aspects such as awareness, perception, reasoning, and judgment.
That which comes to be known, as through perception, reasoning, or intuition; knowledge.

Night Owl and the Memories of the Unforgettable Chapter

Do you know the feeling of missing someone? That you always remember even while your going to sleep you thought of that someone? when you wake up and the places you go or topic you talked about reminds back of the one person you loved?

This person is very special to me, we spend almost all the time together day and night. I would accompany this person no matter what her problem is. I have fallen for her hard. Hard enough to even not look at other women.

Time has passes so fast that I don't even feel that I'm moving at all. This feeling has grown in me consuming me into a mad man. Why am I in this state of mind you'd ask, I'll tell you that, I don't want this but it is seriously burning me deeply inside that it left a scar in me.

When will I be as strong as this women who have left me and forgotten about the relationship we used to have and now bare the title 'friend' which I decline and couldn't accept even up to this day, those days are gone and left only but memories, memories of the unforgettable chapter.This queen of his heart has hurt this little young boy who is in search of love. He was born in Kingsley, Oxford. ( I've never been to England, so I wouldn't know, it's just made up as I perceive appropriate.)

Stood up with cold feet and hand shut closely to the chest. His right arm lifted up the sky, fist soaring up above the sky he shouted " She is damn! Damn for the misery! Damn for the Queen has laid eyes to another silly o' lad!."

Night where the owl roam broadly above the sky, Goshewper Rickdander, Usually known as Night Owl, is a baby fat looking with seemingly pimples on his face studies in Warhington High in his 1st year of college. Breeze of wind pass him by as he felt a little jolt under his warm blazer. His leg bend in and movement like ninja, he hurried back into his parents small house before somebody else spotted him shouting loudly at an open space in the paddy field outside Paddington Village.

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Foolish Me

2010-06-11T17:48:00.000+08:00

Knew something was going on, as expected, I was right, right from the beginning.. i'm so stupid, why I love to hurt myself by running myself into the scene? its suicidal, perhaps it was just poor me or perhaps it was a hint to let me know to let go of this person because there already is another for her,and me who never have the initiative to chase or to go after someone I love even the person already been going out with so many other guys and still I couldn't do anything. I guess this is my life, a shadow hoping to be seen by light, you wish, no body would be in the right mind. You need to have a little bit more in your pocket, your poor life just going to be a disappointing one with every date you gone out to.
Maybe I don't know about the signals, as all I know is only left and right.

Stuck in the 90s

2010-05-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

really moody these days.. But I wont cry for yesterday, unless i learn to survive in ordinary world.. i will try to survive~

I dislike this feeling

2010-05-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder how can I tolerate with someone whom I keep asking them out and left rejected with excuses... AM I too boring?tell me please! >.<. Although last time I don't seem to have any problems but now it's really draining my soul... I am really emo about this!

I know you have your own friends and stuff to do, if we get to hangout just 5 minutes!!!! I also would be happy already! do you get what I mean? I feel so angry and wanted to tell you that! but i restrain to myself and lepas geram to myself here! cause i don't want to hurt your feelings i like when you call me, it tells me that your not busy and wanted to talk to me.. i appreciate it much.. but I thought you wanted to meet up! I keep my phone real close and don't want to miss a thing but when I answer sometimes I feel disappointed that your going out with other friends.. I ask u since that afternoon and you call me telling me your going out with other friend.. my mood also change from being really happy to hear your voice to become really sad and emo that you wouldn't go out with me...help me to forget this little things away please !!! someone!

I really don't want it to bother me! why is it so much pain??? argh!! I'm so immature! ah!! and being the fact that I gone out with my schoolmates doesnt mean i must keep going out with them wan ma! i still have you as my friend! U dont understand my feelings or you sengaja do this to me wan? really hurt okay!.. summore now ur going chiak hong... and I have sem break! stuck here alone really bothers my mind.. i think a lot okay! ahhh i wish i can stop thinking!.. i really want to spend time with you but your resisting, what should i do? im giving up soon already! I keep telling myself to stop wasting time! but I couldnt, the more you push me away the more I want spend time with you to know weather your alright and stuff..

I dont know who am I anymore!

Celebrate with celeb

2010-03-20T15:48:00.005+08:00

Today marks the day I finally finishes my training in NTV7, I had a lot of fun out in the field for assignments, I learn a lot during my training here tho it's not enough, I'm going to treasure it here.

I like the BJ's in the office, they are fun, serious, and very helpful, I'm very glad I made a few friends here to joke around with, tho not necessarily they going to miss me, but I will, as i'm writing this, Zaman is actually writing our performance here in ntv7, I've tried my best but the only way to learn are through mistakes that I've made, I really hope they forgive me for the mistakes that I have done, sometimes they expect us to know what to do, but they must also know where we are standing as well, learn quick as many would say but I disagree as guidance and enrollment into the particular jobs which you need to do are far more important. To be honest I don't really know about this field that I'm currently stepping on, it's too cold, no I don't want to change the way I think about this because it's abnormal. People here enjoy doing it, but I guess It wasn't in me when I'm doing it, I don't like to be pushed around instead I prefer someone to guide me a few time until I walk on my own. Show us what is needed to be prepared and talk to me about it! not sharing is not caring!

As I gladly know that we should put in more effort in news reporting, somehow along the way I don't like the environment where we need to go out for night assignments, but thats where test will be tested, not everything in our life will be easy. I wish to thank, Haniza, Jia Ning for showing me how news format is written and formed and Sharon, Mohsin and Redzuan for editing and as i watches you guys did it like a pro. Really appreciate for all the things that all the team has done, I will miss you all.

NIGER

2010-03-17T18:16:00.004+08:00

How nice to be somebody for a day,

Grabbing your ass till it all fades away,(Obama)

How nice if I were to say,

Holding your waist till I get drunk in a way

that I still remember it like was yesterday.

Crazy as that line may be,

Coward as I am still you can see,

Right at the moment you'll see me flee,

Leaving you might be a shame but who is to blame?

But you and me

Drinking water is like a routine,

Curry and fats that you shouldn't beamed,

Kiss the toad for he is a lovely prince,

A reward would come I hear its a ring.

Jimmy Choo Shoe Festival in PWTC

2010-02-18T13:17:00.004+08:00

Did I hear shoes?
Yes, hundred of times when I was in the tourism office where Minister of Tourism, Dato' Sri Dr. Ng Yen Yen were so excited to talk about the strategy of this brilliant idea of shoe talk over the Malaysia Grand Prix Sale (MGP).
Yes she did skipped on interesting events on GP sale but only talk about it after nearly an hour about shoes, such as Pavilion KL organising the Pavilion KL GP Sale and Pavilion Pit Stop for racing teams, retail promotions, ticketing, merchandise and more. Visitors should also check out the various automobile road shoe, i mean road shows at 1 Utama for special bargains and promotions on Hyundai, Nissan, Mazda and for cars and accessories.
BUT
It didn't make sense at first, GP and Shoe?
It didn't make sense during the PC
It didn't make sense at all, ain't shoes suppose to be linked to Mega Sales?
It didn't make sense until she uttered Jimmy Choo, I'm like what?
Where? When? Why? HOW?
okay peeps, here it is........

Be prepared for excitement this year as there are plenty of events coming up for the whole shopping malls of Malaysia

In the month of April, before my birthday in May, is the first ever Malaysia International Shoe Festival. Organised by the Ministry of tourism along with Malaysian Footwear Association, the event will be held at PWTC from 2-4 April.
I crapped too much below la baru is what your looking for..

Jimmy Choo as the Advisor of this even which features a seminar on the various aspects of footwear, an exhibition of the works of selected local and international shoe designers and a glamorous shoe fashion show, YOU can also place orders for CUSTOM DESIGNED SHOES directly with the designers.I doubt Jimmy will design one for you, but you'll never know until u ask!

Penang, here I come!

2010-02-08T12:41:00.004+08:00

Finally this week im going back on Friday for CNY, before that I need to clarify that today skipped my assignment because I forgot to set alarm for work, Wicked thats really terrible, I ask for things to do in the office, but nothing.. so here I am again abusing ntv7's connection swt. God help me to stop buying goods online..
tomorrow need to spend money.. lol... ( I thought everyday spend money wert).. a lil bit more la.. lol...
I want to list down what I bought during past week
front disc rotor + brand new brake pads RM450
Air Filter Box RM80
Ke$ha's New Album ANIMAL RM46.90
Movie Tickets RM50
Food and drinks RM180 per week(O_O!!)

there's much more like petrol... =.=U

neway I like to let you guys know that 1Utama New Wing Ground Floor have rm9.90 sales on Audio CD's but old ones..not new CD's the most latest you could find would be 2007, i think.

I bought 5 CD's, I dont remember all of them... but i got Fort Minor, Good Charlotte.

Have fun finding your CD's for your collection =D

God bless you all for those drving back to hometown, drive safely.

Home Again.

2010-01-21T15:43:00.004+08:00

Pretty excited.

Thats what I had in mind when i think of going back home for CNY this year.

Time doesn't fly.

When your in the office.

I'm starting to hate and like my phone.

I hate it because, it drains too much, a bit slow with the memory card, the theme sometimes doest set well or complete at times( hate that really)

Tomorrow off for one day, glad I can make it to do my laundry which has been laying sky high in my room... gah.

Nuff of here.. I want to shift back to home.. ah my own bed, food.. unlike everyday curry... sickening, made me sick for entire week(still ongoing)

KL live 2

2010-01-16T14:08:00.002+08:00

It was not that interesting when I first got here, was rather confuse because of so many things which are new to me.. after a week in ntv7 i feel that I progress in the sense of the flow of how things go during the past week.

take for example for the first day i was here.... Oh god it was boring.. didn't know what to do because there is no job for me yet and i'm now starting to know what I'm suppose to do.

Which is to ask for job! lol.... i know that since the beginning, but jsut when you're not so familiar with every new faces around and not remembering their name....

I tend to just keep quiet until somebody notice that i got nothing to do in the office

The second day i went for assignment in Seri Kembangan in DAP office to interview The mother of a student who got slapped at the back of the body by the discipline teacher, confiscated a Buddist locket, got thrown on the table to the whole school and went berserk after school hour when were asked to return the locket...

And during the berserk, the student's sister's Mobile phone is broken by the discipline teacher.. Poor family pity them la..

the 3rd day of assignment were a bit.. out of place because i dont get what the commission were trying to say at the middle of the PC(press conference). Well it didn't end up well.. i sat in the office till 7+pm that day...

ystd i went to pavilion for the launch of New blackberry phones being offered to celcom existing and new user for half the price for the first 150 customer... cool.. i wish i could cue up and get one as well... the fonts was big enuff if my dad or mum were going to use it eventho with qwerty pad .

neway jia ning from ntv7 were cool haha she asked me a few question for my opinion, i wish i could be so open to everyone here, because if u were my friends i will feel much relaxed.. but to new faces.. i better be quiet, dun wanna end up being a weirdo. lol

neway thats all for my report in kl... earlier i did a translation from BM to English on Traffic offender which vialated the traffic rules and got chase by police today 1 jan 2010..

had lunch without ppl to kacau in the cafeteria... where's the other trainee from HCC go to? is today just me and annie? wheres panda? soo ling and others.... oh right.. geline and joey went back to Penang..

Later ada Team Imperial Dinner.. dunno how la later.. Radius coming to visit me and stay for the night~woohoo

I must plan properly today... but useless my phone no batt!... oh shit!

WillaZz

signing out

KL live

2010-01-15T10:27:00.003+08:00

5th day of work..
today i blog, because there's actually a news coverage which i quite like.. it will be in Pavilion KL woohoo.. to attend Celcom's Party on the launch of BlackBerry Bold 9700 and BlackBerry STORM 9250 for the plans i guess.. haha. it will be in the news today at night.. it will be in 3rd floor bla bla bla (forgot)restaurant.. which will have good food to eat i hope.. hahaha

the sad part of it.. probably need to stay back to do my story...
Oh how i wish i can handle this..
I pray everything will be fine la.. im scared and excited at the same time

HKS Silent Hi-Power

2009-12-11T01:13:00.003+08:00

This is the exhaust sound i could record from Gurney Plaza

1st the sound of exhaust rumble 2ndly is the sound i rev up to 1.5k rpm

Last of all I rev about 2.2k rpm which trigger one honda city z's alarm (>_>)

you may think its loud due to my car is quite near to the wall which reflects the sound back to the bumper and so on.. you be the judge

.what happen during December 2009.willazz POV

2009-12-10T11:55:00.005+08:00

Dato Sagor Kampung Gajah Ipoh December 06 2009 Track Day

VTEC FTW

What a lovely month to get all excited for track day ended up being not so hyped about it when you get there, it's freaking hot and I got tanned. Now I look like roast duck (quack quack)

I ate some lime ice-cream, vanilla roti ice cream, lime juice and coconut juice( both juices is yuck! no taste even with syrup)

cars which impresses me during the races is DC2 and the red EF.. woo.. VTEC the best in track man.. even with version 7 impreza on track. haha

anyway a good experince while i was there... learn a lot of things just by looking around... what are the guys worrying about.. tyre pressure, weather, road condition..

neways i just got my HKS Silent Hi-power on my car.. nice wei the sound.. thx Kiong Lee!

yesterday i scratched the bottom after leaving prangin mall basement !)*@#T!@%^#!@^#!@(#@$(!@&%#

open category

I love this Pic..

the winding road of disaster which never used on that day

Love the blow off

This picture below is not Impreza's engine ya.. haha~

Pain Pain Go

2009-12-01T17:51:00.002+08:00

Well WillaZz it's time again where you rant about your own life again, the usual crap; complaining.

Even after completing this entry it still bugs you to think that it will all be over soon.

1st of is assignments; you haven't been doing well in your studies and you expect to go training next year huh? Your dad calls u every morning to wake you up to school and you think your independent enough to take care of yourself there?

Keep dreaming as this dream of u moving forward is just a silly idea of yours thinking big for yourself. Go jerk off!

Yesterday while your working, a guy came up to you and talk to you about commercial company is just a coincidence, you wont last long in this business, you don't know what you want. He is just some random chap who wants to watch a repeat football match which he missed when he attends NGO meeting as representatives from KL. He just wants to talk. WillaZz, things happen for a reason is just what someone would say to you but let me advice you that that reason is hopeless, Just forget theres a big prize for you at the top.

Hey fellow readers, stop telling him that he have a future planned for him already and his bullshit about his dream is just rubbish.. and please please break his heart.. he doesn't deserve one

Saturday Night Out With Friends

2009-11-29T13:01:00.006+08:00

Wow, what a blast me and my friends had in Benvenuto and EQII. The food was delicious. Great time catching up and we had fun in QEII but it was not my type of place to party and drink. It was great when friends are together and we dance till early in the morning.. we all got high and went to green house but after we parked our car, we stayed inside the car for 30minutes (or so because i wasnt exactly concious, but compared to others, I already sober) to singalong a few favourite songs from our time since high school and some good o' oldies. I really had a great night with all of you.

Christmas is near! I cant wait for out next crazy night.. these are some random shots in random places.. lazy to arrange.

BLACK LABEL, this liquor cost them to get all steam and high

No doubt this is the final result after finished our drink and heading out from QEII

This is what to expect when it's 3-4am in the morning( i reached home by 5 something)

Never play with knife especially when the dinner is not served yet JC!

We're suppose to look scared/surprised here

Me with the drunken"s"

JC can hardly open his eye due to early blink for flash

Listening to the music all night long

It's empty ! I need another round.. quick!

don't want chai you

Chilling after dancing

Look at my stim face! remember this face~

This is before all of that started.. i mean look at our faces.. not red cheeks

Here is how pig gallops for drinks

Cheers~

Mean Machine 2009

2009-10-31T11:22:00.004+08:00

Update... here are sum pix from the event...

Today is a big car day.. lol.. Mean Machine 2009.. in Juru Autocity. I will be there to join the even.. today is halloween as well.. hopefully dont get scared else i'll burst with laughter

I'll update about the event later tonight or tomorrow I hope.. neway.. gtg out soon..

I'm Cool

2009-10-26T17:20:00.002+08:00

I'm Cool..............

Don't cha agree?

Penang and Me

2009-10-26T13:37:00.001+08:00

Hi

2009-10-13T20:22:00.003+08:00

I got very lonely this past days, probably because there's no class, i'm currently on mid sem break.

I'm trying to fill in my time during this holiday with friends around me, tho most of the time I prefer to be alone, I will try my best to fit in even If I don't.

Sometimes I wonder why I do stupid things with my friends, but it's only because I love them and I think they're somehow like a family, even sometimes we share quite a bit together and even if we don't, we respect each other for our differences.

I really hope you don't see me like I'm weird or different in anyway because I really care about what you think and surely we could improve from where we ended.

I do think about myself, in fact all the time when I'm quiet and not talking.

I hope I can find someone soon and end this misery

It was August.

2009-09-02T01:13:00.002+08:00

Cars cars cars, first thing about a car is brake! its very important.. especially your driving a really heavy car carrying a spare tyre and OF CUZ yourself!

It's always too late when its too late.. BING BANG BONG.. there goes your ka-ching(money)

that you saved up for something more, BUT it doesn't always goes along the PLAN you had in mind right???

HOWEVER, you still need to find parts which are broken to fix-up your damage right?

SO? Where to find? the internet OF CUZ!!! where else in the world? YELLOW PAGES??? MY ARSE.

SO YOUR SAYING YOU'VE FIXED IT ALREADY?

BULLCRAP, right after that you caught up with another repair? NOW THATS ONE IN A MILLION...You know where I'm going.....

CRAP HAPPENS!

RIGHT.... so its ugly now but later you'll recieve a ribbon saying... It's Done! Congrates! After like(sarcastic) FREAKING LOOOOOOOOOOOONGG DELAY! I smell it!... YES I DO>>> I'm GUESSING THEY GANNA DELAY FOR LIKE... 3 WEEKS.... PERHAPS? Top would be a month or so?

I'm sick of this lalalalala

august 15

2009-08-15T01:20:00.002+08:00

Life gets harder everyday, family, friends, the circle orbiting you.Trying hard to maintain the mutually loving relationship sacrifices the love from your surrounding and thus gaining them back or losing them. It's all done out of love. Sacrifices from people around us, molding us to be a reasonable person. I thank everyone for their effort and those who has lost them, find them.

What is considered?

2009-08-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

What is considered? I want to understand you. Please be together all the time. I want to know what you consider.

Daily Yamazaki!

Japanese bank note handkerchiefs

2009-08-10T20:21:00.002+08:00

It’s not just the prolonged economic financial crisis that is making Japanese salarymen sweat, the hot muggy summer is also contributing too. It’s a common sight to see Japanese men in suits outside the office wiping off perspiration with cotton handkerchiefs.

Besides plain white ones and the dainty colored ones given by their Japanese girlfriends, salarymen now have the chance to show off how much money they (don’t) have with these 10,000 yen bank note cotton handkerchiefs 10万円札束タオル. These cool currency cloths come in packages of 10 and are packaged in a replica Japanese brown paper pay envelope that companies use to pay workers. The bank note handkerchiefs is for 6,800 Yen

on track

2009-07-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

finally i get to blog...now its going to get a lil boring because im going to start telling story about my KL trip.. exactly one week ago.

Lovely evening spent in the mall, Gurney Plaza was as usual boring but plenty of people to kept me interested.

It seems just like yesterday, the car park fee bothers me, it's crazy especially on Saturday and Sunday.

It all started when a friend of mine decided to travel down to KL to look for a watch, maybe he thought he would get better deal in KL.

In many occasion this is totally one of the bazaar day which suddenly an idea of going KL seems to be a yes in my mind, probably perhaps I wasn't getting any KL food treatment.

Some more its not the first time this plan floats at the back of my mind, my other group of friends been saying and planning for months and it doesn't seem to happen.

The idea of getting to KL excites me, especially when we hurried to Sungai Nibong Bus Terminal to purchase 2 tickets immediately.

It's 11pm saturday as I remembered it, we got a deal from Gunung Raya Bus for rm30ea.

Now we have exactly 1 hour to get prepared to leave Penang at 1am.

... SWEET...

fuh! It wasn't pleasant because there's this fella who was on the phone for the entire time!... Not entirely, but it felt like it!

We spend our morning by 1st, walking no where thinking we can just go anywhere in KL by walking but its obvious its very early in the morning and finally got back to puduraya terminal heading to train station which is just the best way to spent the time.

Picture will be uploaded soon next time as we travelled in KL by foot and thanks to Boy for fetching us from Time Square and go for Limau Ais( Yellow Colour) and meet with fellow TI members Crab, Vomix and Wan.

Back from KL

2009-07-06T21:37:00.002+08:00

Phew.. am back from KL, sudden trip. Will update on next post, need to finish up assignments

Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone

2009-07-03T09:18:00.003+08:00

I don't really wanted to post anything about MJ because his death doesn't really affect me much, but surprisingly these past few days, I've been listening to this track repeateadly, So I say, why not? so here goes to all Michael Jackson fans.

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

This Part Won't Go Away

2009-07-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

Pushing myself keep pushing myself

this way to excel this way to witheld

Sometimes I just needed a lil bit of attention

2009-07-02T22:53:00.004+08:00

I feel alone walking in to class, assignment doesn't seem to bother me much because either I'm doing or I'm leading the group, I don't seem to DO my assignments together with classmates. They got their friends to do homework with. Many times in my life I wanted to continue trying in college, is it not a place suitable for me? I felt so lonesome even I'm sitting in a large group of people, they just don't seem to know I only human. I don't get invited to anything, am I hollow to all of you? I've tried my best to stay in the picture, but I don't find myself in any part of you guys life.

I can't bare eating alone everytime, but I did it because of my unbearable tummy. I don't seem to have any lunch with my course mates much, in or out. I walk pass friends which I really wanted to talk with, saying hi, what a lovely and beautiful today is. I think about stuff which is impossible at first, I did prove myself that I can do it and friends are not entirely impossible. I manage to make friends at one point and not the next day, saying that I'm a lansi person(hell no).

I fought everyday, sometimes I just can't bare it. I'll just try to skipped a class and c what happens. Whenever I hear ppl asking me "You forgot to come to class last week, Where were you? I didn't see you in class, Were you asleep, why you didn't come to class?" it will cheer me up entirely, thats how precious your lil attention brings so much joy towards me. The smile I try to hide, the exact moment where I am in no position to speak, because you have just melted my heart.

there's a lot to say but I've no idea where to start. I am very angry to the point where I feel like giving up. God, I really need you now, this very moment my life is a trash, Yes it cannot be compared with those who are homeless in the street, Yes, those who have only themself, I do not want to end up that way! What should I do in this miserable world that you put me in? Is there really heaven up there? who will I find? who will i know? who will love me? is it JUST you? Is this a trial? I DONT REALLY KNOW! You know exactly how you've messed up my life, I was taking my first step in relationship when You came and took it away, I choose You, are you letting me go now? I came back crying to you, believing, did I not believe enough? are you giving me time? is this the time now? Sometimes I just hate being rasional, thinking of every angle, I dun want to do that anymore! its confusing, its just another way to lie to myself!

2009-06-17T09:07:00.002+08:00

I was innocent, going thru the path that leads no direction

I was given no confirmation, only leads complication, you might thought of dissapearance when I'm in state of confusion, I had no preperation, just stubborn explanation

I need to hear this now, I need You absolutely

2009-06-17T01:55:00.003+08:00

Random

2009-06-15T20:35:00.004+08:00

Can I say?

2009-06-13T13:50:00.002+08:00

The reason I cry is the reason I try

Is this really working for both you and I?

I refuse to believe hands down today I'll live

For today this feeling is tomorrows new beginning

Take this hand and never let go

Team Imperials, Jazzer Pg, TeamCity

2009-06-03T23:25:00.006+08:00

Last weekend, these 3 team come out for TT(teh tarik)

We had convoy from Caltex Tesco, Penang to Esplanade and later to Botanical Garden and end up photo taking in Youth Park. Total about 28 cars turn up.

It was fun because TI never had that much members, I guess its good to socialize with other car members to broaded network and socializing wtih each other to make more friends.

Well, enough talking, perhaps these photos should do the talking.

Luckily they have dSLR to capture these pix. Great job guys! I enjoyed TT with you all tho.. I hardly know anyone from the other team..

These are Team Jazzer Penang.. Cool bodykits and HID.. wow!

This is TeamCity I guess, correct me if I got it mistaken by commenting on this post, cuz I know that TeamCity has split already, don't really know their new club name. xD
These are T.I with one civic!.. hahaha cool uncle with two chicks! tho no picture of them, but their in the family photo down below.
This is T.I member, from left; Danny, czteoh, richnet, killer8550, ME, and Jason. Really great to catch up with all of you, hope we can TT more often in the future.
These are Jazzers and City member! No electricity when we arrive, only candle light.. romantic but kinda hot la.. no wind blow also.

This is everybody from TC, Jazzer and TI. Good gathering I might say, hopefully more close in the future with more activities and game. Nice meeting all of you.

Been thinking lately about you

2009-06-03T01:04:00.003+08:00

I'm well awared, I seem to have vanish from some similar faces which I'm schooling at, ah, it must be my bad.. my attitudes.

Neway its my loses but I half accept it. I'll just be the way I are till somebody comes to me( what?)

for now, i'll try my best to be as good as possible tho I cant guarantee that my attitudes detest you.

Well I'm rather off alone neways.

Rather I'll be nothing

Then to be submerged in granting

For this field is haunting

Relationship bonds something

You are whats lovely

My 21st Birthday Party Head Count.

2009-05-04T18:30:00.008+08:00

Please leave me a comment including your Name if your coming for my 21st Birthday Party.

I was ask to do a headcount, I decided that I will count from the amount of comment I've receive.

Those who are coming, I would want to thank you very much for coming because you really meant alot to me. So please show up! Make it or not, it's only for one night, I promise it would not be boring because I am planning to enjoy it with all of you.

Incase you needed a reminder, here it is;

Date:16th of May

Time: 7.00pm Arrival, 8.00pm Buffet

Location:Butterworth, Penang.

Theme: It's Raining Season, You Decide!

Map:( Red Marks The Spot)

Expected Things to happen during the Evening: buffet, pictures, meet new friends, socializing and For Those interested to overnight after the party, do let me know in advance!

Contact Number: 0124473673( Birthday Boy)

Last but not least, I would want to remind you that You NEED to submit YOUR COMMENT with your Name.I need to confirm your attendance! Thank you very much for reading!

Update: there has been mistake.. no booze!oh no!ahhhhh, time to chill! it's about me, the birthday boy, oh well.. maybe if u pray enuff.. might suddenly appear ! lol

Will Update from time to time!Stay Tune!

For Your Babies

2009-03-25T20:55:00.002+08:00

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag as many friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Light On- David Cook

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

One Note Samba- Bossa Nova Nights

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

So Amazing - Planet Shakers

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

As I am - Alicia Keys

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

All I Want Is You - Planet Shakers

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Anyone Else But You- THe Moldy Peaches

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Holy Is The Lord- Planet Shakers

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

State Of The Art- DJ Lethal's Solo Project

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Saved The Day- Planet Shakers

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Paris - Epik High ft. JiSun

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Beautiful Smile - Cafe Del Mar

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Girlfriend(Acoustic) - Avril Lavigne

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE IN FUTURE?

Numb/ Encore - Linkin Park Ft. Jay-Z

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Tell The World- Hillsong United

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Cachita - Lisa Ono - Romance Latino Vol 3

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Everytime the Beat Drop (Remix) - Monica Ft. T.I and Young Jeezy

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

My Rollercoaster - Juno Soundtrack

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Will You Catch Me - Cafe Del Mar 8

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Poker Face - Lady GaGa

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

True Colours - Olivia Ong

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Baby Can I Hold You Tonight - Boyzone

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

For Your Babies - Olivia Ong

I'm tagging YOU YOU YOU!

Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne - Jay Chou

2009-02-14T11:56:00.004+08:00

your reply is in a mess
at this moment in time,
i thought of the pigeon beside the fountain,
the sweetness is scattered.

a mysterious tugging of my emotions
i'm still loving you.
but you continued singing
pretending that nothing has happened.

time has passed and left,
love is faced with a choice.
you've become cold and i've cried
the unhappiness you felt when you left,
you just wrote them down on a card.
sometimes love can only be like this and it's really painful.

what happened, you're tired, where is the happiness that we agreed on?
i understand, don't say anymore, love has weakened, my dreams have drifted.
being happy or not, narrating them one after another, you cant bear it.
those feelings of loving were way too deep, i can still remember them.

you're not waiting anymore, wheres the happiness that we agreed on?
i was wrong, tears have dried, we've let go, we've regretted.
only that musical box of memories still continue to turn,
how can it be stopped?

ni de hui hua ling luan zhe
zai zhe ge shi ke
wo xiang qi pen quan pang de bai ge
tian mi sa luo le

qing xu mo ming de la che
wo hai ai ni ne
er ni duan duan xu xu chang zhe ge
jia zhuang mei shi le

shi jian guo le zuo le
ai qing mian lin xuan zhe
ni leng le juan le wo ku le
li kai shi de bu kuai le
ni yong ka pian shou xie zhe
you xie ai zhi gei dao zhe zhen de tong le

zhen me le.ni lei le.shuo hao de.xing fu ne
wo dong le.bu shuo le.ai dan le.meng yuan le.
kai xin yu bu kai xin, yi yi shu shuo zhe, ni zai bu she
na xie ai guo de gan jue dou tai shen ke. wo dou hai ji de.

ni bu deng le.shuo hao de xing fu ne.
wo cuo le. lei gan le.fang shou le. hou hui le.
zhi shi hui yi de ying yue he zai xuan zhuan zhe
yao zhen me ting ne

2009-01-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

She looking at me I be looking at her

She smiled back at me I smiled back at her

This feeling that occur I'm literarely sure

She's my remedy my remedy of the year

How easy it is to just look at her wondering where you are

and it's the beginning of the world

i dunno why im doing this lord

im a born sinner long i've fought

that this day will be gone and i'll be there where u are

lifting you high this journey is close not too far, not too far

Yesterday my live seems so far away...but now i see and now im moving forward, thank you for the cross

December's lali.

2009-01-03T18:19:00.003+08:00

Take this as a lesson, because you'll need it in the future,
Carry on for this mistake is made for you to mature,
It's like sweet bitter mixture; temperature
Rise and fade as both collide trying to bind what will be build,
Hold on because this is as strong as a beat that gets you focus for every beats counts and every lesson learn is a baby step, forget not to cry and yes to your immature thinking because humbling down to your knee is a part of being free, forgive yourself and others too, because they need it just like you do.

It's just a mixed up feeling. Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-03T03:09:00.004+08:00

Great 2 great post on Self *NOT* Improvement topic.
Which will only gets you spinning for celebration of life's failed achivement.
But Hey, talking about celebration, Happy New Year 2009 to me and everyone who is celebrating. I had a weird one. I put up my hands in the dance floor and counted from 10-1 to reach 1 January 2009 and I looked around... Strangers.. how sad is that?Nobody's by your side?yup nobody THAT I KNOW and i'm thinking about friends which are in other clubs, just about that second I wanted to be with them, looking at them, hugging everyone I know and having a great time.. instead...

at least nobody knows me or see how weird I was but at least i'm enjoying the music with the DJ right? haha well seems pretty pit but there's more..unnecessary event occured which are not impressive because its a blow off for the night.

Sick of you.

2009-01-03T03:00:00.002+08:00

I'm freaking sick right now, sick of someone intoxicating "I dunno what im feeling right now, its weird and feels like kriptonite which i dont understand but i felt its something much more than words," drug or something cuz im feeling, NOT right and i need some answer which will get me straight. It's my fault for not being so open, i bet it will be suprise if i open up to her, sigh because it will be another let down cuz when i'm serious, i pretend that im not... and when im joking, sometimes im serious.. i need to get myself straighten up because you dun wanna overdose your self with "zat" in mind... chill out and wait I must to claim my princess

It takes a glance.

2009-01-03T02:38:00.004+08:00

Ever thought that a person who shows interest in you ask question more often that to JUST agree positively what you have just said or mention?

like they don't even give a damn about what you said but they are just ganna laugh about it or comment which flows or pretend that they didn't hear a word you have just said?
Well I have and I find it hurtful to even consider such as friend, I know how it feels to me but I understand as well how they feels.
They don't feel connected or interested in what you have said, because you are invisible, you don't appeal to them and all they could care is those who they wanna feel close with, definitely not you! Let's just forgive them, maybe it's someone who you wanna show interest in by getting their attention more towards you, but thats not ganna happen because everytime you went out with them or just a particular person, there WILL be another person around PROTECTING/PREVENTING exactly the thing that you wanted to happen, which is to get close to the person.

Feel like your in the right shoe with me?Exactly but maybe they weren't aware but the more your getting in, the more the person in demand. You'll be lucky to survive.

What i want to say to those people is, give love a chance. sigh.
For what may come into ur way, perhaps he/she has already showing interest to other people but its not you cuz your not in his/her realm but rather in outer space with vacuum and hoping to get suck in to the realm but wait ur invisible, perhaps u might be close to the moon but the earth aint diggin it, he/she prefers those satelite hanging around better than u.. so get a fucking live and fucking move on.

Linkin Park widget

2008-12-19T04:39:00.002+08:00

So this is Linkin Park's widget, finally!
too bad it doesn't fit my sidebar so i post it dup. hope you'll explore it like I do.

watch out! Linkin Park is releasing new album for 2009, stay tune!

Are you ready for Joseph Prince?

2008-12-11T02:42:00.003+08:00

If you do not know this guy, now is your chance.. No one can preach about "daddy" the way he does.. If you do not know what I mean, do not worry, you will get to know more about him later on. As for me.. Where is the love?this generation have cried out and trust me, BEP's song "where is the love" is still playing in our head and wondering where is HE? I'm still in search for my place in his arm where he opened up for me. Praise the Lord for he have been patience and I hope you'll get to know who Christ is in your life for me it is all that I have.

He appear in Hillsong Conference for 2 years
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEgNqDcMXYE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYQOPSr6pu0

The Root Cause Of Your Problem Is Condemnation

Will The Real Christianity Please Stand Up?

this are just some of the clips i've used from youtube.. but please get some of the DVD... it's worth it.. i've just watched part 1 See The Father's Love For You from the DVD..

if your interested in it, there is a blogger who post it up.. here is the link!..it works dont worry :))

See The Father's Love For You Part 1
See The Father's Love For You Part 2

Please, i ask you as a friend, take a few minutes to listen some of the truth about you and me and our very Father and his love to us because our earthly father May not be a perfect example, so take this chance to know about a Father who have been there from the moment our life begin.

if you fancy reading, here I've found Father's Love Letter in flash format, hope you liked it my brother/sister :))

Naughty WillaZz

2008-11-28T03:39:00.003+08:00

Alert!Warning!do no play any of the video in this post, your computer might arouse you or tease your little brother... if your a women, learn something beneficial from the videos!

18sx!SO LEAVE NOW!

omg.. i just cant stop looking at her.. she's so beautiful and cute too+tall:P my type!
her name is Yuko Ishida

Stop teasing me.. ah...

I've found more.. but its not so nice to post it up here .. if ur bored pm me in msn u wan some of the clips.. ehehehe

Linkin Park - Given Up Single

2008-11-27T02:36:00.003+08:00

Linkin Park is a rap rock band established since year 2000. They consist of 6 man in a band, Chester, Mike, Phoenix, Brad, Mr. Hahn and Rob. Each of them contribute different sound to their music and create a very admirable ambient to it. What is so special about this band is the Disc Jockey found in their rap rock group, Mr. Hahn found a place in their music. Furthermore, the multi-talented Mike Shinoda and Mr. Hahn are both from art college. Both of them uses their talent in their album cover many times. It is a lot of fun studying each of them when I finally settle down with the picture I show above.

Unlike other album cover I have found under Linkin Park, this picture shows Chester screaming into the mic with quite an aggressive facial expression. It really brings out the
passion of “Given Up”
(a track in Linkin Park’s single album, Given Up)

The album cover looks like it has been stained and bended over and kept for quite a long period of time before it turns out the way it is. It brings out old school kind of feeling when first rock is introduced in 1950’s. The font on upper right are a collage from various types of font overwriting each other. If you’ve notice, there is scotch tape effect in the middle it certainly gives you an impression that this album has been ripped, scratched and wet. Under this visual effect used by the artist it really appeals to people on how they actually do it because people tend to be curious over something unimaginable in a short period of time. Why I choose this image is because it give me a feeling to not give up on what I have already given up to hear. People around us tends to give us encouragement if only humans are as durable and lasting like this piece of work.

Close up of Chester’s face is use in this picture to focus on his facial expression. The color used is sepia. If I were given chance to study this image, I will probably guessed that the effects brought up with multiple layer of overlaying methods. The band name and album name on the right hand side resembles a token tear to redeem free gifts.

The tattoos on Chester’s wrist serve as additional effects as well it gives more visual towards the image and what Chester have done to his wrist. Sometimes images that are raw does not need to be bombard with much visual effect in it because it might turn out to unbelievable or too fake for the eyes. It is always good to maintain certain aspect of a picture to be unedited. To maintain the rawness to send the message through an image.

Overall this picture is very much aggressive and grungy. It portrays a certain element to certain audience who appreciates art and the making of it.

Click here for Linkin Park's A Thousand Suns Album review

Mean Machine 2008

2008-10-26T12:59:00.005+08:00

innocent looking expression.. kinda have interest in her, because of large portion of tattoo is found at her back.. seriously her back is full with tattoo... my first impression is WHO she knows? she's young and dangerous, don't come near me.. but tho... after all that i look into her eyes.. i knew that she's different in the sense of politeness and humble face espression she shown, really want to get to know her ne way.. if u wondering I have her full back picture taken.. i would say yes.. but it got destroyed as it was in my previous lappy as the hard disk got problem..Yes... secretly took wan haha..

hmmph..
smileeeeeee... interesting enough! thats the sweet part of her.. awhhhhh.. lovely smile.. :)
I look like morsin!
please stop taking picture of me!!!

Get ur minds blowing for unbelievable exotic cars display for ur camera to be use...
The team that i've join (team imperials) is promoting TI club.

If your a waja owner and wanna learn more about your car, be sure to join Team Imperials, it's a really cool club to be in if ur a car enthusiast

Today is the last day, but I'll be there! do give me a call if u happen to c me.. haha

I've got tagged?NO!!!!

2008-10-09T07:43:00.002+08:00

Instructions: Remove one of the question from below and add in your personal question..make it total 20question..Then tag 8 people from your list..List them out at the end of the post..Notify them that they have been tagged..

01.What do u eat everyday?

Canteen Food such as Loh Mee, Hokkien Lor Mee, Breakfast Egg and Ham set. Ya..
mostly outside food... MAN you just gatta love Penang Hawker Food Okay!

02.Where you will go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?

Japan, UK, Japan, UK... opps did i mention Japan and UK?and of cuz the states but i guess its too big for me alone.

03.What's your favourite thing to do?

Being silly infront of friends and getting their attention.. its more like a habit but i guess it can be categories as favourite thing to do thou.. haha

04.Do you think money can buy happiness?

No. Money can buy everything you want in this world but u cant buy happiness with it. To achieve happiness, one have to find it.. i've find mine but i hope i get to share it along with someone

05.Do you believe in destiny?

Yes, i believe everything happens for a reason.

06.What are you afraid to lose the most?

unity in a family

07.If you win $1million,what you will do with?

a million dollar car!kekeke... joking le.. a house mayb?if a million is enuff to buy a house in Penang :X

08.List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.

She is mature,
independent and caring
~chiali~

09.If you have only one wish..what will you wish for?

I'll wish for this wish to be erased because i dont need one.. i got God to answer everything for me

10.If you could rewind time..would you?

if i could.. i wouldn't because it makes me who i am today

11.What is your ambition?

buka cafe play nice nice music

12.What your favourite song for the moment?

technologic by daft punk

13.If you can teleport once..where you would go?

straight to heaven!

14. Do you prefer to be alone or to enjoy good times with your friends?

after spending good time with friends, i prefer to be alone

15.If you could undo one mistake in the past..what would it be?

no significant mistake to be undo... any suggestion?

16.If you have a chance..which part of you character would you like to change?

Shyness of me. That includes me being stubborn that drove people crazy.*same same*

17.What kind of music have you been listening recently?

Arabic and Jazz lounge, Bossa Nova, Rap-rock

18.What is the one thing you cannot do you wish you could?

Kill my shyness.

19.If you were knew that you will die tomorrow..what would you do 24hours before that?

Spend time with family. Eat my favourite food. repent for what i've sinned and den sleep kau kau!!!

20.List 3 things you don't like about yourself.
Shy, short-tempered, stubborn.*mcm sama aje*

And the people I want to tag is :

Pippo
Jessica
Minny
Cedric
Chee Hsien
Emily Chong
Jasmine
XiiaO Jiro

YOU'VE GOT TAGGED!i SEE YOU!!! :P

Beginning of New Life.

2008-10-01T08:32:00.003+08:00

It is great to be back on track for at least a minute until I forgot about myself totally, yet of course I still LOVE this blog BUT I just could not find anything to post up here..
One thing for sure is that, I love my new friends In College, My walk with Jesus has been hazy lately, most probably a whole lot new things happen to my life.. Been walking away from God lately but I know HE will always be watching over me giving me revelation and answering my question for me to MOVE on.... I LOVE YOU JESUS!
You know... I didn't realise I've added Old Worship songs accidentally into my play list to replace my love for project deisuke's end theme because actually I intended to replace it with new songs.. well until i knew it...
INSTANTLY, it bring back memories when I first walk in Christ(I'VE ALWAYS BEEN)
AH, it was those days where I find peace in this world yet filled with troubles I faced with people.

What You have been missing lately?
I've been thinking about Friends lately and eventho I feel like dancing, it's a two man's thing
Lets leave them in the back of our mind and lets play together with guitar instead

Guitar can be replace with:car,doll,laptop,psp,ps2,ps3,xbox,wii,fax machine,tv,close friends or bla bla bla bla... BUT none beats Jesus, because I find peace everytime in HIM, because HE never fail me but but my body of a sinner does.

3rd Testimonial, Sandra.

2008-08-20T17:38:00.001+08:00

Let's go to the Word of the Lord in Matthew 10:28 "Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; but rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell"

Whenever a soul arrives in hell, that person acquires a body of death. The Lord Jesus took my hand and we began to go downwards through a very deep dark tunnel that led to the center of the Earth. We arrived at a place with several doors; one of them opened and we entered with the Lord. I would not let go of the Lord's hand, because I knew if I did, I would stay in hell forever.

Upon entering that door, I saw was an enormous wall. There were thousands of people hung from their heads by hooks, with shackles that bound their hands to the wall. We also saw many thousands of people standing in the midst of flames everywhere.

We went in front of one of the flames and it started to go down slowly. Soon I could see a person inside, and when he spoke, I could tell it was a man. The man was wearing a priest's garments, which were totally filthy and shredded. Worms were slithering inside and out, all over this man's body. He looked charred and burnt by the fire. His eyes were plucked out and his flesh was melting and falling to the ground. But after the flesh would all fall off, it would grow back, and the whole process would resume.

When he saw Jesus he said, "Lord have mercy on me, have mercy on me! Please let me out of here just a moment! Just a minute!" On this man's chest was a metal plate that read, "I am here for robbery."

When Jesus came close, He asked the man, "What is your name?" The man answered, "Andrew, my name is Andrew, Lord" The Lord asked him, "How long you have been here?" Andrew answered, "I have been here for a very long time." The man began to tell his story. He said he had the responsibility of collecting tithes and organizing monetary distribution to the poor in his Catholic church. However, he would steal the money instead. With eyes full of compassion, the Lord asked the man, "Andrew, have you ever heard the gospel?" Andrew replied, "Yes Lord, there was one Christian woman that went to the church and she preached the gospel once, but I didn't want to accept it. I didn't want to believe it, but I believe it now! Now I believe that this is real! Please Lord take me out of here, at least just one moment!"

As he was speaking, worms were crawling through his eye sockets, exiting his ears, and coming inside again through his mouth. He tried to pull them off with his hands but it was impossible. He was shouting horribly and kept begging God for mercy. He kept asking Jesus to take him out of that place. Even worse, there were demons tormenting him, constantly piercing him with their spears. The demons looked just like one of the toy dolls that we have here on earth called "The Jordanos". I saw those dolls in hell, but they were not dolls anymore; they were alive and demonic. They were abut 3 feet tall and had very sharp teeth. Blood came out of their mouths and their eyes were completely red.

They were stabbing Andrew with all their might, as well as all of those who were in these parts of hell. When I observed this, I asked the Lord how was it possible for a doll on the earth, to look exactly like that demon. The Lord told me that those were spirits of sadness.

As we continued, we saw thousands of people in torment. Whenever a soul saw the Lord, they tried to reach Him with their skinny hands. I noticed a woman that started to shout when she saw Jesus. She screamed, "Lord please have mercy on me! Take me out of this place!" She was suffering a lot and she extended her hands towards the Lord. She kept begging Him to take her out of that place at least just one second. She was totally naked and covered with mud. Her hair was all dirty and worms were slithering up and down her body. She tried to take them off with her hands, but every time she scraped some away they multiplied even more. The worms were about 6-8 inches long. The Word of the Lord says in Mark 9:44, "Where their worm never ceases and the fire is not put out"

It was so terrible seeing this woman and hearing her cries as the worms voraciously ate her flesh. There was a metal plate embedded in her chest that could not be destroyed by the flames. It read, "I am here for fornication." In the same manner of her sin, this woman was forced to fornicate in hell with a very disgusting and fat snake. The snake had huge thorns around its body, about 6-8 inches long. The snake penetrated her private parts and traveled up her body to her throat. When the snake entered her, she started to scream.

She begged the Lord more intensely to take her out of that place, "Lord, I am here for fornication, I have been here for 7 years, since I died from AIDS. I had six lovers, and I am here for fornication." In hell she had to repeat her sin over and over. She had no rest day or night, suffering the same way all the time. She tried to extend her hands toward the Lord, but the Lord just told her, "Blanca, it is too late for you. Worms shall be your bed, and worms shall cover you." (Isaiah 14:11) When the Lord said those words, a blanket of fire covered her, and I could no longer see her.

We continued walking, seeing thousands and thousands of people. There were young people, adults and elderly people suffering in torment. We arrived in a place that looked like a big swimming pool of fire, with thousands of men and women inside of it. Each of them had metal plate on their chest that read: "I am here for not giving tithes and offerings" When I read that, I asked the Lord, "Lord, how can this be possible, that people are here for this reason??" The Lord responded, "Yes, because these people thought that tithes and offerings were not important, when my Word shows it as a command." In Malachi 3:8-9 it says "Will a man rob God? Yet you are robbing Me. But you say, 'How have we robbed Thee?' In tithes and offerings. You are cursed with curse, for you are robbing Me, the whole nation of you."

The Lord told me that when His people withhold their tithes, it hinders the work of the Lord, and then the Gospel is not preached. People in this place suffered a thousand times worse than others, because they knew the Word of the Lord and disobeyed.

We continued walking and the Lord showed me a man. I could see from his waist to his head, and I started to have a vision of how he died. His name was Rogelio. He was in his car while a person got close to preach the gospel to him, and gave him a Bible. But Rogelio ignored that person's warning and continued on his way, without knowing that a few minutes later his car would crash. It fell into a precipice, and he soon died.

The moment he crashed, the Bible opened to Revelation 21:8, "As for the cowardly, however, and the unbelieving, and the depraved, the murderers, the immoral, those practicing magic arts, and idolaters, and all liars- their lot is in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur. This is the second death." When Rogelio read this verse, he died and arrived in hell.

He had only been there one month and still had some flesh on his face. However, he was suffering like everybody else. At first, he did not know why he was in Hell. I think when that Christian got close to his car, it was the only and last chance for him to accept the Lord Jesus. The same way that many have had the opportunity to accept Him. Today, I invite you to open your heart to Jesus; He alone is the way, the truth, the life. (John 14:6) Only through Him we can be saved into the Kingdom of Heaven. (Acts 4:12) The Lord also asks us to follow His ways in holiness and honor. God bless you.

Adress Changed.

2008-08-04T02:48:00.002+08:00

I changed my site to WillaZz.co.cc , please change my link to this if you read this.. thank you.
WHY?? i asked???
Please!!!!!!!!please change.. i beg u.... pretty please.. please please!!!

Updates

2008-07-27T03:28:00.000+08:00

Update

I miss you guys.

2008-07-14T03:05:00.003+08:00

Miss you guys badly..

Exercise is Good..

2008-07-10T18:22:00.004+08:00

Exercise 45 min a day...

Revelation of Hell part II

2008-07-09T10:33:00.001+08:00

What is it that hold you back?

--- (2nd Testimony, Lupe) ---

God bless you dear beloved brothers. Let's read the Word of the Lord from Psalms 18:9. "He bowed the heavens and came down; thick darkness was under His feet" When the Lord reached for my hand, I grabbed His hand and we started to descend down that tunnel. The tunnel grew darker and darker to the point that I could not even see my other hand, that wasn't holding onto the Lord's hand.

Suddenly, we passed something dark and sparkling; which was making noise. The darkness was so dense, your hand could not even find the walls of the tunnel. Our descent was so fast, that I felt like my soul was separating from my body.

Soon I noticed a very rotten smell; like the smell of rotten flesh. It was getting much worse each moment. Then I heard the voices of millions and millions of souls. They were endlessly shouting, crying out and moaning. I was so frightened that I turned to the Lord and said, "Lord where are you taking me? Lord have mercy on me! Please have mercy on me!" The Lord only said, "It is necessary that you see this, so you can tell everyone else."

We continued down through this horn-shaped tunnel until we arrived at place that was entirely dark. Like pulling a heavy curtain from my eyes, I then saw millions and millions of flames. Even worse, I heard these agonizing screams but couldn't see anyone. I was really scared. I said to the Lord, "Oh please Lord have mercy on me! Oh please Lord have mercy on me! Don't take me to this place! Forgive me!" At this time, I didn't think that I was just a spectator in hell, I thought it was the day of reckoning. Standing before the Lord Jesus, I was shaking violently because I really thought this was the end of my life.

We drew closer to a big flame ahead of us; it was huge and burning with fury. I continued going down slowly, seeing multitudes of flames and hearing millions of souls crying with one voice.

Then I saw a wooden table that was not being consumed by the fire. It had what appeared like beer bottles on it. These looked refreshing, but they were full of fire. As I was looking at this, a man suddenly appeared. His flesh was almost completely destroyed and what was left of his clothes were muddy and burning. He had lost his eyes, mouth, and all his hair from the fire. He could see me, even though he had no eyes. I tell you it is the soul of a person that thinks, reasons and truly sees; not your natural body.

The man extended his skinny hand towards the Lord and started to cry out, saying, "Lord, have mercy on me! Lord have mercy on me! I am in pain! I am burning! Please have mercy and take me out of this place!" The Lord looked at him with pity, and I started to feel something warm in my hand. I looked and it was blood...the blood of Jesus! The Lord's blood came from His hand while He was watching this suffering man engulfed in flames.

Then the man turned his gaze in the direction of the table and walked towards the bottles. He grabbed a bottle but as he was about to drink from it, fire and smoke shot out of the bottle. He put his head back and screamed like I have never heard before. He cried with such great pain and sorrow and then started to drink what was in this bottle. But the bottle was full of acid and his throat was totally destroyed by it. You could see the acid passing through his stomach and hurting him.

The number 666 was engraved on the forehead of this man. On his chest was a plate made of some unknown metal which couldn't be destroyed, not even by the heat or the worms. It has some letters written on it, but we could not understand them. The Lord, in His great mercy, gave us an interpretation of what was written. "I am here because I am a drunkard." He begged the Lord for mercy, but the Word of God is very clear when it tell us in 1 Corinthians 6:10 "thieves, greedy people, drunks, slanderers, and robbers will not inherit the kingdom of God."

The Lord showed me this man's last moments on earth, just like a movie or film. It was like a big television screen showing me his last seconds before death. The man's name was Luis and he was in a bar drinking. I saw the same table and the same bottles in that bar. Around this table were his friends. (I can tell you this now, there is only ONE TRUE FRIEND, and His name is JESUS CHRIST. He is the faithful friend.) Luis was drinking and his friends were already drunk. His best friend took a bottle, broke it and started stabbing Luis. When he saw Luis lying on the floor he ran away, but Luis bled to death on the floor. The saddest thing was that he died without the Lord.

In the middle of all this, as all those souls in hell were crying out, I asked the Lord, "Oh Lord, please tell me, did this man know about you? Did he know about your salvation?" The Lord sadly replied, "Yes Lupe, he knew about me. He accepted me as his personal savior, but he did not serve me." Then I felt even more fear. Luis cried louder and shouted, "Lord this hurts! This hurts! Please have mercy on me!" He extended his hand again towards the Lord, but Jesus took my hand instead and we walked away from the flame. The flames consuming Luis became more violent, and he cried louder, "Have mercy on me! Have mercy on me!!" He was then lost in the flames.

We continued walking, this place was just so huge and scary! We approached another flame and I said to the Lord, "Lord, no! Please I don't want to see anymore of this! I beg you to forgive me! Please forgive me! I don't want to see this!" So I closed my eyes, but it didn't matter, open or closed I still saw everything. This flame started to go down slowly and I began to see a woman. She was covered with mud, and the mud was full of worms. She had very few hairs left, and she was caked with worm-infested mud. She was consumed by worms all around and she shouted, "Lord have mercy on me! Lord have mercy on me and forgive me! Look at me! This hurts! Have mercy on me! Take away these worms! Take me out of this torment because it hurts so much!" The Lord simply looked at her with great sorrow. As we held His hand, we could feel the pain and sorrow in the Lord's heart for all the lost souls, eternally burning in the flames of hell.

This woman had no eyes or lips, but she could still see and feel; all the pain was just stronger. She had a bottle in her hands, full of acid, but she believed it was perfume. I could see that it was acid and every time she sprayed her body, it burned her. Nevertheless, she still kept applying this acid on her body over and over. She kept saying that it was an expensive perfume. She also believed that she was wearing a beautiful necklace, but all I saw were serpents wrapped around her neck. She believed that she was wearing very expensive bracelets, but I saw they were actually worms, about a foot long, furiously digging into her bones. She said that her jewelry was all she had, but I saw scorpions and worms all over her body. She had a metal plate, that everyone wears in hell. It read "I am here for robbery."

This woman had no remorse for her sin. The Lord asked her, "Magdalena, why are you in this place?" She answered, "It didn't bother me to steal from others. The only thing I cared about was having my jewelry and getting more expensive perfumes. I didn't care who I robbed, as long as I looked good."

I held onto Christ's hand as I saw the worms burrow through her entire body. Magdalena turned around looking for something. I asked the Lord once more, "Lord, did this person know about you?" And the Lord answered, "Yes, this person knew me."

Magdalena started to look around, saying, "Lord where is that woman who talked to me about You? Where is she? I have been in hell for 15 years." All people in hell can remember everything. Magdalena kept asking, "Where is this woman? I can't see her!" I knew her body could not turn around because her flesh remained in the same position. She tried to turn and look into other flames, to find that woman who talked to her about God. The Lord replied, "No! No, Magdalena, she is not here. That woman that told you about Me is with Me in the Kingdom of Heaven."

Upon hearing this, she threw herself down in the flames and which burned her even more. Her metal plate condemned her as a thief. I want you to read in the Word of the Lord in Isaiah 3:24. "It shall be, that instead of a sweet smell, there will be rottenness; instead of a girdle, a rope; instead of well-set hair, baldness; instead of a rich robe, a wrapping of sack-cloth; instead of beauty, a branding mark."

As we continued walking with the Lord, I saw a very big column filled with worms. Around it was a slide made of red-hot metal. On this column there was a brightly-lit billboard that could be seen from anywhere. The Billboard read, "Welcome all liars and gossipers." At the end of the slide was a small boiling lagoon. It looked like burning brimstone. Then I saw a totally naked person coming down the slide. As they slid, their skin would peel off and stick to the slide. When they fell into the burning lagoon, their tongue expanded until it exploded and worms appeared in place of the tongue. This began their torment. The Word of God says in Psalm 73:18-19 "Surely you did set them in slippery places: you cast them down into destruction. How are they brought into desolation, as in a moment! they are utterly consumed with terrors."

After seeing this, we were taken back, out of Hell. I just want to tell you that Heaven and Hell are even more real than this physical world that we know. It is here where you decide what direction you want to go; to spend eternity with Jesus or to a burning hell. The Lord kept saying to us, "Without holiness no man will see me, without holiness no man will see me." (Hebrews 12:14) That is why I tell you the same thing now, "Without holiness you can not see the Lord."

Revelations on Hell

2008-07-07T11:23:00.006+08:00

To all my friends who is reading this, I'm about to share to you truth about Hell and what it is all about, it may sound scary to even finish this whole post. Hell is real, scientist has proven it's existence and researcher has dug the deepest into core of our place we are now in, Earth. What was hear was the sound of screams and pain of many thousands of people in Hell. So I will just post up one testimonial at a time. Please be patience and read about this strong message sent by Our Mighty Creator to 7 of brothers and sister in Christ from Columbia.

"Together as a group, these 7 Colombian youths were taken by Jesus Christ and shown Heaven and Hell. Hear their account of the Glories of Heaven and misery of Hell."

(Luke 16:19)
There was a rich man that dressed in purple and fine linen, who enjoyed luxurious living every day. In front of his gate a beggar named Lazarus was placed, covered with sores, and hungering to be fed crumbs that fell from the rich man's table. Even the dogs came and licked his sores.
The beggar died and was carried by the angels to Abraham's bosom. The rich man also died and was buried, and while suffering tortures in hades, he looked up and from a distance saw Abraham with Lazarus in his bosom. So he called out, Father Abraham, take pity on me and send Lazarus to dip his finger tip in water and cool my tongue, for I am tormented in this fire.
But Abraham said, Son, remember that you enjoyed the good things in your lifetime while Lazarus had the bad things; now he is being comforted here but you are suffering anguish. Besides, there is a great chasm fixed between you and us, so that those who want to cross from here to you are unable; neither can they cross from your side to us.
The Bible, the word of God, is very clear about the subject of heaven and hell. In this portion that we have just read, the Lord tells us about two places: Heaven and Hell, the condemnation or the salvation. There is no intermediate place. Purgatory does not exist. Limbo does not exist, where men exist for a while after they have departed from the Earth and then go to heaven; the Bible is very clear about that.

(April 11th 1995)
God gave us a revelation that would change the trajectory of our lives. We had just begun to know about God and His Word. We are seven youth to whom God has given the privilege and great responsibility of sharing this revelation with the world.

Everything started about approximately 10:00 a.m. We were praying and were prepared to go out on a picnic later on that day. Suddenly around 10 am, a very powerful white light shone through one of the windows. When the light appeared, all of us immediately started to speak in tongues and were baptized with the Holy Ghost.

In that moment, all of us were astonished and fascinated with what we saw. That glorious light was illuminating the entire room. The light was much stronger than the light from the sun. In the middle of the light, we saw a host of angels dressed in white. These angels were so beautiful, tall, and very good looking.

In the middle of all those angels we saw something amazing -- the figure of a Man. This image was a special being, a man who was dressed in a very white mantle and robes. His hair was like gold threads. We could not see His face because it was too brilliant. However, we saw a golden belt around His chest, with gold lettering that said: "King of Kings and Lord of Lords ." He was wearing pure gold sandals on His feet, and His beauty was without equal. When we saw the presence of that Man, all of us fell to our knees.

Then we started to hear His voice. It was very special and wonderful; every word drilled into our hearts like a double-edged sword; just like it is written in the word of God (Hebrews 4:12). He spoke to us in very simple but powerful words. We audibly heard Him say to us, "My little children, don't be afraid, I am Jesus of Nazareth, and I have visited you to show you a mystery so you can show and tell to towns, nations, cities, churches, and all places. Where I tell you to go, you will go, and where I tell you not to go, you will not go."

The Holy Bible, the Word of God, says in Joel 2:28 "It shall come to pass after this that I will pour out My Spirit upon all flesh, your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions." These are the times that God is preparing for everyone.

Then something strange happened, a rock appeared in the middle of the room, and the Lord, who was with us, made us get on that rock. The rock was about eight inches above the floor, and a huge hole appeared in the floor. It was a huge, black, terrifying hollow or cavern. Soon, we fell on top of the rock and went down through the hollow in the floor. It was dark and it lead us to the center of the earth.

While we were in that gloomy darkness, we were so scared! We were so afraid that we said to the Lord, "Lord we don't want to go to that place! Don't take us to that place Lord! Take us out of here Lord!" The Lord answered us with a very beautiful and compassionate voice, "This experience is necessary so you can see and tell others."

We were in a horn-shaped tunnel, and we stared to see shadows, demons and figures that moved from one place to another. We kept going deeper and deeper down. In just a matter of seconds, we felt an emptiness and a great fear.

We then arrived at some caverns; at some horrible doors, like a labyrinth. We didn't want to go inside. We noticed a terrible smell and a heat that choked us. Once we entered, we saw terrible things, frightful images. The entire place was engulfed in flames; and in the middle of these flames, there were bodies of thousands of people. They were suffering in great torment. The sight was so horrifying, we didn't want to see what was shown to us.

The place was divided into different sections of torment and suffering. One of the first sections that the Lord allowed us to see was the "Valley of the Cauldrons" as we called it. There were millions of cauldrons. The cauldrons were inlaid at the level of the ground; each of them was burning with lava inside. Inside each one was the soul of a person who had died and gone to hell.

As soon as those souls saw the Lord, they started to shout and screamed, "Lord, have mercy on us! Lord give me a chance to get out of this place! Lord, take me out and I will tell the world that this place is real!" But the Lord didn't even look at them. There were millions of men, women and young people in that place. We also saw homosexuals and drunkards in torment. We saw all of these people shouting in such great torment.

It shocked us to see how their bodies were destroyed. Worms were coming in and out of their empty eye sockets, mouths, and ears; and were penetrating the skin all through their bodies. This fulfills the word of God written in the book of Isaiah 66:24 "They shall go forth; they shall gaze upon the dead bodies of those who have rebelled against Me; for their worm shall not die, nor shall their fire be quenched; they shall be an abhorrence to all mankind." Also in Mark 9:44,"Where their worm never ceases and the fire is not put out." We were just horrified at what we were watching. We saw flames about 9 to 12 feet high. Within each flame, there was the soul of a person that has died and went to hell.

The Lord allowed us to see a man who was inside of one of the cauldrons. He was upside down and the flesh on his face was falling in pieces. He remained watching the Lord intently; and then started to shout and call on the name of Jesus. He said, "Lord have mercy! Lord give me a chance! Lord take me out of this place!" But the Lord Jesus didn't want to look at him. Jesus simply turned his back on him. When Jesus did this, the man started to curse and blaspheme the Lord. This man was John Lennon, the member of the satanic music group "The Beatles." John Lennon was a man who mocked and made fun of the Lord during his life. He said that the Christianity was going to disappear and Jesus Christ would be forgotten by everyone. However, today this man is in hell and Jesus Christ is alive!! Christianity hasn't disappeared either.

As we started to walk on the edges of that place, the souls extended their hands to us and begged for mercy. They asked Jesus to take them out of there, but the Lord would never even look at them.

Then we started going through different sections. We came to the most terrible section of hell, where the worse torments happen; the center of hell. The most concentrated forms of torment; such torments that a human being could never express them. The only people here where those who knew Jesus and the Word of God. There were pastors, evangelists, missionaries, and all types of people that had once accepted Jesus and knew the truth; but lived a double life.

There were also backsliders; their suffering was a thousand times worse than any one else. They were shouting and begging the Lord for mercy, but the word of the Lord says in the book of Hebrews 10:26-27, "For if we go on sinning willfully after acquiring the knowledge of the truth, there is no longer left any sacrifice for sins, but some dreadful anticipation of judgment and of a fierce fire that is to devour those who oppose God."

Those souls were there because they preached, fasted, sung and lifted their hands in the church but in the streets and homes they were in adultery, fornication, lying, robbery. We can not lie to God. The Bible says that he to whom much has been given much also will be required. (Luke 12:48)

God then allowed us to see two women that had once been Christian sisters while on the earth, but they didn't live a righteous life before the Lord. One said to the other, "You cursed wretch! It's your fault that I am in this place! You didn't preach to me a holy gospel! And because you didn't tell me about the truth, I am now here in hell!" They would say these things to each other in the midst of the flames, and they hated each other because there is no love, mercy or forgiveness in hell.

There were thousands of souls who had known the Word of God, but their lives weren't clean before the holy presence of the Lord. "You cannot play with God or with the flames of the hell either!" the Lord said. He also told us, "My sons, all the suffering on the earth concentrated in just one place is nothing, NOTHING compared with the suffering that a person has in the best parts of hell." If it is that terrible for those who suffer least in hell, how much worse must it be for those in the center of hell, who once knew the Word of the Lord and walked away from it. Then the Lord told us that we that we could play with the fire on the earth, but never with the fire in hell.

We continued walking through different places and the Lord showed us many different people. We could see that all the people there had approximately six different type of torments. There were souls tormented by demons with all types of punishments. Another terrible punishment was their own conscience saying , "Remember when they preached to you, remember when you heard the Word of God, remember when they told you about hell and you laughed about it!" Their own consciences tormented them; just like the worms that crossed all over their bodies, like the consuming fire that was thousands and thousands times more hotter than we know. This was the reward that the devil has for all those who seek him and follow him.

The Word of the Lord says in Revelation 21:8 "As for the cowardly, however, and the unbelieving, and the fearful, the murderers, the immoral, those practicing magic arts, and idolaters, and all liars- their lot is in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur. This is the second death."

Next, the Lord showed us a man that had murdered six people. These six people now surrounded him, and were shouting at him saying, "It is your fault that we are all in this place, YOUR FAULT!" The murderer tried to cover his ears because he didn't want to listen to them, but he could not avoid listening since in hell all your senses are much more sensitive.

Souls in that place were tormented with an intolerable thirst for water that can not be satisfied in any way; like the Bible story of Lazarus and the rich man. (Luke 16:19) The rich man in Hell wanted only one single drop of water, that would have been enough. The Word of the Lord says in Isaiah 34:9, "The streams of Edom shall be turned into pitch and her soil into brimstone; her land shall become burning pitch."

In that place, every souls was in the middle of the fire. People saw mirages of crystal-clear rivers in the middle of the fire; but when they tried to reach them, the rivers turned into fire. They also saw trees with fruit that gave out water; but when they tried to take them, they burned their hands and demons would ridiculed them.

Then God took us to a place much worse than the other places that we had seen. We saw the lake of fire and brimstone. On one side of that lake there was a smaller lake. In that smaller lake, there were millions and millions and millions of souls crying and begging the Lord to have mercy on them. They said to Him, "Lord please! Take us out of here at least just a little moment! Please give me the chance to go out!!!" However, the Lord could not do anything for them because their judgment was already set.

Among those millions and millions of people, the Lord allowed us to focus on one man whose body was half-way submerged in the lake of fire. The Lord let us understand and know his thoughts. The name of that man was Mark. We were amazed by the things this man said to himself, in his thoughts. We learned an eternal lesson when we heard the following thoughts, "I would give anything to be in your place now! I would give anything to go back to the earth just for one minute. I wouldn't care if I were the most miserable, most sick, most hated, or the poorest man in the world, I would give anything to go back! Just for one minute on the earth." The Lord Jesus was holding my hand. Jesus replied to Mark's thoughts saying, "Mark, why would you like to come back to the earth even for just one single minute?" With a crying and tormented voice, he told Jesus, "Lord! I would give anything to go back to the earth just for one single minute simply to repent and be saved."

When the Lord heard what Mark had said, I saw blood come from Jesus' wounds and tears filled His eyes as He said, "Mark, it is too late for you! Worms are set for your bed and worms will cover you." (Isaiah 14:11) When the Lord said this to him, he sank in the lake forever. Sadly, all those souls have no more hope. Only we on Earth have the chance to repent today and go to Heaven with our Lord Jesus Christ.

I now leave you with my sister to continue this testimony, thank you.
1st testimonial on Revelation on Hell ends here. Thank you for your time reading this, May this help to refresh and lighten our mind for Jesus paid for our sin at the cross and this healing are to remind us again Jesus love us all, we need choose who to listen to, either from the devil or from God.
The Devil hate us, why are we still listening to him? He is the lowest creation from God, we are made perfect by the hands of God.. why do we choose to destroy our lives for everything we have now will pass and remain on Earth. God just wanted you to return to Him, for you are created in his presence, He will mold you and shape you until then, we are living in a world rule by Satan, this Earth is not where we belong, we belong to Him Jesus on a new earth awaiting for all of us, for we will be saved and sing with the angels... For He is Big and Hell exist to lock Satan away, I do not what to see you in Hell with all his fallen angel, I want to see you a man of God !are ready for His Existance?
Matthew 7:7-8

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
Learn more after the 7th testimonial finishes.

Awesome Morning.

2008-07-07T07:37:00.003+08:00

Hello and Good Morning Everyone!
Wow what a lovely morning, I got up today and had a great breakfast! Yummy and delicious indeed! whee

I have been sick for the last few days, under medication and had to sleep early, can't hang out late at night too often ade.

During these few days I've been thinking... Now I get it
All this while I was sicker than ever, whole night not sleeping and only sleep during the afternoon is much more sick than I am now..

I'm ganna change my sleeping routine and get back to my normal sleep hour which didn't exist before!... haha

WELL.. wish me the best and a wonderful morning to you.. :)

Hillsong KL concert follow up post.

2008-07-03T13:58:00.003+08:00

1st dup, too bad i wont be posting the AOG Glad Tidings Picture here.. probably just the main entrance crowded with 3 thousand people!.. its wild!.. haha..

After that day, we went Bukit Bintang for walk and some shopping.. but definately Food food food 1st..i dont remember what we had ade.. but i remember jap food in.... gosh i forgot where!... i think its in time square... and we went starbucks not for coffee.. just sitting down cuz its raining...and we took some magazine and read...

EH!..what is this?? never seen BEFORE!... im so nub!
finally pavillion ... went to every floor... everything is just too expensive... =.= headed to carl's junior and had beefburger.. the fries are awesome!.. with cheese... yum yum... very full indeed.. can still feel it in my stomach even its been months ade.. haha
Thats all... lazy to post more picture... im late for schadule... all my entry that suppose to post are all way back behind schadule... im dropping all of them instead im already posting some new stuff.. Good day...

Bridge of Salvation.

2008-07-01T05:08:00.005+08:00

There was a chance of redemption given
that you have blew it away by stepping back
constipating of breath take place
Capturing lights of ray which betrays you next
there is no exception but lost of direction

It is now a fault many have thought
All is lost evil is bought
Prepare for your lost
The wrecked bridge is now collapse by your own knot

do not be afraid if you living in the world and lost yourself in the world
temporary this world IS for we are to find Christ in us that we all belongs to our Heavenly father who created us in the 1st place, for everything else in this world is a distraction towards us finding our place with Our One and Only God if we choose to repent for what we've sin and needed to be salvaged from this world and to be in HIS realm
for HE will build that bridge In You Again

Taken from theRealm blog
if this blog has touched u in any way and u wish to accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour, pls say this prayer with us. 'Dear Lord Jesus. Thank You for Your love.I ask You to come into my heart to be my Lord and Saviour. Thank you for dying on the cross for me. I ask You to forgive me of my sins and make me new from today onwards.Amen! If u have said this prayer, we would love to hear from you! Â© theRealm / Paul & Karen Hughes

Peanut.

2008-06-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

Ah a movie
and the show begin
Started with a kiss
end with rain
-fin-

Ah the future
now we're in
Past reminisced
with a distance between
-eating peanuts-

Petrol tak apa! Janji Rock!

2008-06-25T04:20:00.003+08:00

Headed to BJ to jam.. it was Rocking fun!... some of us are 1st timer, but it all all okay.. we consume too much time to adjust the mics, keyboard and guitars to get the perfect sound.. that's where I went KABOOM!.. but I manage to control myself.. yea babeh.. cuz i cant feel the guitar and drums but only the bass... no kick at all!... hope we all do it better next time..

Dear Father

2008-06-18T18:00:00.002+08:00

Dear Father,
I know you are the one and only true living God, you came into my life because you have a plan for me, trial that you've put me through these past years have been very hurtful and damaging towards my life which now belongs to you. Let your will be done through me, because I am servant of God. Help me find my path towards you Lord, salvage me from this darkness I've been living in.
Patiently tarry for your calling, at least show me a way to improve myself for You.

I'm sick of this life, every person I knew is, is there a solution for all this? I know you are the solution, will we have enough time to prepare our self for You Lord? I also know that you control the time, we are all in your control, it's the people who decides Lord if you really hear my heart cry oh Lord, take me to the next level, maybe I need to learn your way the hard way Lord.

...

2008-06-16T03:56:00.002+08:00

Nothing to say... the end.. thank you

UPDATE: Hillsong United LIVE in Petaling Jaya, Malaysia

2008-06-12T03:35:00.010+08:00

WE'RE ON OUR WAY!

I am going to upload some photos from my TRIP from Penang TO Glad Tidings AOG PJ.

I would like to thank God, his son Jesus for all the blessing and pleasant journey we had. We are very blessed indeed. Lets roll back the time :D

It was 27th of May, and my friend Rui Yang said that Konsortium Buses has been banned due to Over Flowing of Speeding Tickets the company had received.. I was shocked and I thought to myself and ask God, 'Is this it? We're not going to see Hillsong United?'

..no answer..

Well! we paid rm27 to get our asses to Pudu Raya, of course Nothing is ganna stop us, unless God himself !! and I know this is dam boring to read but eventually we got back to the place WHERE we got our tickets and it appears that THEY are USING Seasonal buses... OH!! spooky shit so when's WINTER? whatever shit... just promise me that we land safely to meet SILAS and FOOD FOOD FOOD! yes! I sound like an Hungry Gorilla now but definitely not interested in Jane, unless women talking back and forth and all I need to do is "HELP!" I CHOCKED MY OWN FOOD while listening, lady please STOP talking to me and help!... HAHA..
well anyway we didn't get to eat anything nice but a couple of fried buns and Maggie Goreng Outside Of AOG...........MAMAK!!!!!!!! tu dia.. THANK LORD for 3 FRESH glasses of Milo to start for the day! I'll STOP my random-ness... LETS CONTINUE TO THE TOPIC!

YES!!! we're In the Bus! Here is Goodbye! to all the LALA's in Penang..
Before I forget, we thought the bus will be leaving at 10.30am but it was 30minutes earlier! we didn't check our TICKETS time! how GREAT is that? but u know what? WE REACH THERE EARLY! CHUN CHUN got 3 minutes before the BUS LEAVE!!! PRAISE THE LORD! woohoo!!! now lets go to bed now... zzz listening to some Hillsongs on my mp3 and bossa nova babeh..
You know how it feels to be all unprepared?lucky for me, I knew we need the map even though everyone in this TRIP seems relaxed! and nothing about getting there sticks to their mind, at least I thought U ALL KNOW THE WAY when we get there.. .but you know what?? they DON'T! OMG! and LUCKILY I CAM WHORE MY LAPTOP! it got us where we suppose to be at the end WHEN we get into our TAXI!happy? haha

So finally we reached and exactly 2pm we reach and work our way to MONORAIL? LRT? no idea.. this is some shots when we're in one of the station

Waiting for the train.. Nice shot..
but we need to get to TITIWANGSA! and find hotel to PUT our stuff.. refresh and get ready for the CONCERT!..

Fu... exhausted eh?

When are we reaching Titiwangsa?
Well, we reached! and its fun walking here and there to find hotels... AS IF!... we meet all kinds of people and we finally found one hotel... well for rm98 it better be.. haha!or NOT?? oh well... pleasant it was when we were finding our room when Noises from all over different room were heard and we were laughing.. :)
This is our room

Thats cute

That Smells

THAT'S IT? thats all we carried from Penang? yea kinda..for 1 person la yoh!... BUT that maggie CUP doesnt belong to us!... This is not what I imagine when I'm in KL, I expect beefburger with lots of frieds and maybe japanese FOOD. Stay tune.. I'll Update asap :>)

NEXT: GLAD TIDINGS AOG PJ

Clouds

2008-06-10T20:12:00.002+08:00

dark blue sky

Taken in my balcony, not nice tho.. well to me it's beautiful.. amazing shot! grates WillaZz. You done it again!.. excellente..

another shot of dark blue sky

That's all I guess..
hmm...

JAMMING.
Jamming this Thursday and Friday, If I happen to be free to record video or take pictures.. you'll see update HERE on either Saturday or Sunday. Come again aight?
For the mean time, CIAO.

Random-ness

2008-06-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

Congratulations WillaZz, you are 57% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...

Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

Beach Boy

2008-06-05T23:01:00.004+08:00

Ah, being on the beach takes my lousy mood away

Hillsong United 2008 Live in KL Glad Tidings

2008-06-02T00:42:00.006+08:00

Wow, I have so much to write about this trip but so little time but after a second thought, I'll just upload everything here and let the photo do the talking :D

WHICH I FAILED TO DO SO CUZ I'M HAVING TROUBLE WITH FLICKR!
stay tune? or not.. :(

UPDATE:

Look closely... and on the right you can c Joel Houston with his acoustic guitar :)

here is a vid during the near end of the concert with Solution. There's cut during near end, cuz the security guy stopped us from filming, cuz it's kinda illegal to take pictures and videos anyway.

It's been a great experience with GOD, I'm definitely going back if there's another band holding a CONCERT!

Hillsong in KL, Malaysia!

2008-05-28T05:04:00.005+08:00

WHATS this u ask??? CLICK AND ZOOM! and read below... :D:D:D:D

in less than 6 freaking bazaar hours I will be on my not so fabulous cheap and under budget convenient way to KL by BK(Buspeeding King) to be in HILLSONG CONCERT!

So i only heard Mighty To Safe album, one of the popular album by Hillsong Australia, SO WHAT! those other album(s) can catch up with me later... for now I'm going to be enjoying myself again in a concert (Unleash The Inner Rock Soul).

Miles away seems too far, like it would not happen(dreaming)
But the journey is more important then the end or the start(still dreaming)

HAIH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

June 12 2008 UPDATE:

Hillsong United LIVE in Petaling Jaya, Malaysia Latest UPDATE ON THE WHOLE TRIP HERE!

With Me by Sum 41

2008-05-24T10:26:00.003+08:00

With Me [Oficial Video] - Sum 41

With Me LYRICS

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know
As I bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
And pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to go, have come to an end

I want you to know with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know
As i bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you

I want you to know with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know
As i bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go

I want you to know with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know
As i bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go

Been listening to alot of Sum 41 this couple of hours, hope you enjoy.

Share Your Blessing.

2008-05-24T03:50:00.010+08:00

Everybody got their own problem, it's just a matter how YOU want to solve them.
Sometimes we think it's hard to approach but in fact it is as easy as taking a step through a door.

If the door is locked, lets hope the person open the door soon and the message you tried to pass gets through.

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Knowing what Is Blessing
My friends told me how I reject people's blessing, he says its like rejecting them and It's actually an insult.
Blessing is a form of invitation/gift sincerely from the bottom of one's heart to an individual or group to to form sharing to one another.
After my friend say that, I thought back how I treat my friends for movies, food, entertainment and financial help. I finally get it but i'm not following it, cause I always walk in my set of rules which is this:

"Whatever I can offer, I'll give and expect no return from them"
"Love everyone, and expect the least love from them"
" If they get too close to me, I'll avoid and try my best to distance them away from me"
"I care for all of my friends but I don't show it that I care at all"
"NEW is something dangerous I wouldn't try alone"

New, something which people think is better but not to me, because It just happens to took away/replace me from my circle of friends and my life, I'll just fade off like makeup hits by water. If u get what I mean, you are sure observant enuff.. I'm better off hiding myself from this new comer and pretend its not affecting my life.
Thinking of it, I still haven't changed, some do see through me and I cried because of that, for those who hate don't comment, I need everyone's love that I can get to turn it into somewhat Independence Day for themselves after stealing from one to another.
I know it sounded stupid when I listed them out here. I know some would feel the same to them self too but DO I really care?
"He's talking about how great he is. Fuck that, acting noble and shit? Grow up!"
"Is that HOW he show himself as? This world is not alone with freaks like you!"
"You think your the only one living in loneliness?!"
"It's quite alright, just look up to the stars and believe who you are cuz it's quite alright:)"

Whatever...
when time passes by, thats(above,bold and Italic) totally NOT who you really want to grow up as, your not some underground superhero, you are not meant to save the world, you are meant to find yourself, the purest YOU that sleeps inside of you awaiting for awakening. Tell your heart this insecurity of YOURS to go away and let the misery pass by. What you really want the world to see you as? as other people living in THEIR own problem bringing BAD NEWS everyday, I'm bringing you one GOOD NEWS! and I hope you will trust in, and pass on which is open your heart gladly for blessing that comes.

You think you can do it alone? trust nobody but you yourself? Your lying to yourself again. YOU CAN'T DO IT ALONE! NOBODY CAN! UNLESS YOUR GOD! TRUST GOD!LEAVE IT ALL TO HIM!

So here I am, opening my arms widely... accepting your blessing and give glory to HIM.

How GOD works? Through friends and people you meet everyday, and today I meet you and share my blessing to you.
You have just witness one Blessing from GOD to me and NOW I pass it to you. Cherish it, because you deserve it more than I do.
I need it too of cause, but I'm waiting for my turn to come.

Goodie! I'm Sharing my blessing to you!

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Addicted instead...

Addiction is just a word, realizing before it's too late, it makes no difference anyway, its how human nature works, but will the bond be erase by a snap of finger?
I walk by faith not by sight, but will I deny Him when my faith is running on low? Perhaps It's a horrifying trial I'll learn later in life or addiction I choose to go with?

I hope many things I wrote got its point, I'm not perfect. IF anyone could just bare with it, it's their gain. If no, perhaps they'll find others who click.

Happy Birthday! Your Officially 20 of age.

2008-05-19T04:51:00.002+08:00

hmm, guess where am I?

I'm at Thank God It's Friday, no.. not the song sang by R Kelly but ala American bistro. Had Jack Daniel's sirloin steak for dinner, yummy indeed!best sekali!

and oh ya.. i forgot what I need to write for this post, cuz it was suppose to be written a few hours ago until I fell asleep... anyway.. this is my "bday cake"!..thx mum and dad for the wonderful evening, i had a lil fun during the meal with you both and i wish my younger sister was there to enjoy too. Too bad she wasn't able to make it.
Happy Birthday To myself.. i guess I'll just have a quiet piece of time with myself this morning and afternoon..
thanks for the wishes my friends out there, I appreciate it very much!i mean it.. thanks alot again, It means much more than anything I would expect.
Thx again

The little things.

2008-05-18T15:57:00.008+08:00

As time goes by, I thought your Just a dream that goes by every end of the night
This feeling is not empty but eventually blend into some aroma we once favor but never know what exactly needed to taste better, like the 1st time your making coffee for "two".
As time goes by, your cup of coffee changes into something better if not for a time being till you capture what I mean.
Notice how I relate your cup of coffee into "ice blended coffee" which ever you favor now but the main ingredient still is..... well i guess you know :D

"You didn't mention about ice blended coffee, why out of no where you say that? it makes me confused!"
1st, you got to know the difference in making a normal cup of coffee and ice blended coffee, learn this two field, its entirely different cause I say so, if you ever blend one the right way, you'll know.

DO you really want to make coffee that taste just like coffee coffee? or coffee which feels like whole?
Whats the difference?a smile after 1st sip and just coffee after 1st sip. Can you hold to that smile long enough to appreciate it? I know I do, but is everyone the same? some people walks by small little appreciation which comes from the heart and some notice big favor, which is as close as dream that suppose to let it be what it is.

Dumb.

2008-05-16T03:51:00.003+08:00

Have you "drown" in an relationship so badly that you can't get out from it and wish you could just die?
Let me share with you some good news, don't be! Be grateful how you got in and never got out...
Yes, keep drowning guys and girls because, love is eternal, I know you refuse to believe me but for what good it did or what bad it brings, your one step closer to an even closer relationship. You asking why I said that? It's because you did bribe your way out by lying to yourself how you feel and pain of losing who knows, maybe future wife/husband. By learning more what most people don't, congratulations! DO you remember this first time you accidentally spill something about you that YOU don't want the person to know?

"Shit, now she/he knows my weakness, what am I ganna do?"

By now, you know it would be awkward to even see her/him, but do you know what has just happen? Honest truth! give it some time, explain and she/he will eventually understand and glad that you didn't hide from her/him.

"Don't you wish you just don't know the person at first place?"
Now hold your horses, hardly what the opposite person ever does, you probably going to found out sooner or later, now danger it might seem to be, but i rather bet on a person i know so well than to a perfect stranger who acts nice.

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DIFFERENT DIMENSION

Actually I wanted to say, whatever happens I wish things would change around, I don't want to live in despair and anxiety by sleeping in the car alone and problems in my heart. sigh

Done!case close, i know its vague, try hit me with some question