I'm trying to fill in my time during this holiday with friends around me, tho most of the time I prefer to be alone, I will try my best to fit in even If I don't.
Sometimes I wonder why I do stupid things with my friends, but it's only because I love them and I think they're somehow like a family, even sometimes we share quite a bit together and even if we don't, we respect each other for our differences.
I really hope you don't see me like I'm weird or different in anyway because I really care about what you think and surely we could improve from where we ended.
I do think about myself, in fact all the time when I'm quiet and not talking.
I hope I can find someone soon and end this misery