Dumb.

Have you "drown" in an relationship so badly that you can't get out from it and wish you could just die?
Let me share with you some good news, don't be! Be grateful how you got in and never got out...
Yes, keep drowning guys and girls because, love is eternal, I know you refuse to believe me but for what good it did or what bad it brings, your one step closer to an even closer relationship. You asking why I said that? It's because you did bribe your way out by lying to yourself how you feel and pain of losing who knows, maybe future wife/husband. By learning more what most people don't, congratulations! DO you remember this first time you accidentally spill something about you that YOU don't want the person to know?

"Shit, now she/he knows my weakness, what am I ganna do?"

By now, you know it would be awkward to even see her/him, but do you know what has just happen? Honest truth! give it some time, explain and she/he will eventually understand and glad that you didn't hide from her/him.

"Don't you wish you just don't know the person at first place?"
Now hold your horses, hardly what the opposite person ever does, you probably going to found out sooner or later, now danger it might seem to be, but i rather bet on a person i know so well than to a perfect stranger who acts nice.


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Actually I wanted to say, whatever happens I wish things would change around, I don't want to live in despair and anxiety by sleeping in the car alone and problems in my heart. sigh

Done!case close, i know its vague, try hit me with some question

So it was Christmas

I use my dead draft as my update bcuz I admit sometimes it deserve much better to be deleted.its 26th December 2007 to be exact.

Merry Christmas!
to the whole world..
to all my Christian friends... Merry Christmas &Happy New Year!
It was a wonderful 2007 Christmas for me this year. I never felt so much better celebrating with few of my now becoming best buddies.. all of them, since I'm a so called lazy pig, you know who you guys are. For what you all have done, I am glad that you guys are 'still' my best buddies. how I wish 'forever' exist and I won't even doubt i lied about it myself and hoping that next best thing follows and claim its price.
It was what i thought Christmas was like(mention in previous posts).. no more as I now feel much more about Christmas. A more personal and less crowd like previous years(tear drops)

Friendship.
at least from all those years, i finally learn whats more and most important of how not to say BBQ can bring us all together, cuz I ain't a guy with much specific in it, i would generalize to the boldest until the meaning torn the words apart. It was what is was, i said to myself, a finally great one I must add.must.

Love is not in the air.but you are.
So it was what it was, a wonderful night for me and you, celebrating with love one or not it does not matter, as the people around you appreciates you. Even if they are not, forgive them for they have yet to see but misses every single second of it. There's no point of explaining, its a charm that every person possess. So put your best dress on, never the least ever regret, like people say, live today like it's your last day but i would say this, live life.. and be part of theirs.


Upon you theres me.somehow.
I would also like to confess to all my friends that I don't fucking care who talks bad,back,this and that, dog and cat, big and fat, white and black about me because whatever it is, I love and care each and everyone of you all regardless how you feel about me. If you find me trying to make you hate me. I'm just doing for your own good!..woot woot.. and probably normal conversation are too darn bored, as i lost my common sense years ago and couldn't sense between them. Ah well, there goes a piece.of crap.

Domo......WillaZzzzZZzzz-desssss......
hoooooooooooooo0o0ooooooo0o0oo0o0oooo

Is that all?

Read slowly to digest the word and visualize it!

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Is that all?
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Okay, here's the story..
there's this guy name A that fell in love with B
(oww.... how sweet....)


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So I guess you already know the story?
(long conversation, talked about same interest and hobbies, unforgettable moment, sleepless night, spend money money money, forgets and ditch close friends, and anything you could imagine on your first day that you met her)

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Do you really know the story after that?


(long pause during conversation, talked about family problems and issues, "I forgot moment", fuck it and sleep right now I tell you brain!, "expensive, hawker food will do","cannot la, im going out with my friends"..."please forget?please?move on please?PLEASE??")

Erm, so you already know?
Is that all?

Click To Play





I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground


Wait.. have you finish listening to the song?


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What more can I say, it leads to another journey of resistance, always.



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