My 21st Birthday Party Head Count.

Please leave me a comment including your Name if your coming for my 21st Birthday Party.

I was ask to do a headcount, I decided that I will count from the amount of comment I've receive.

Those who are coming, I would want to thank you very much for coming because you really meant alot to me. So please show up! Make it or not, it's only for one night, I promise it would not be boring because I am planning to enjoy it with all of you.

Incase you needed a reminder, here it is;

Date:16th of May

Time: 7.00pm Arrival, 8.00pm Buffet

Location:Butterworth, Penang.

Theme: It's Raining Season, You Decide!

Map:( Red Marks The Spot)

Expected Things to happen during the Evening: buffet, pictures, meet new friends, socializing and For Those interested to overnight after the party, do let me know in advance!

Contact Number: 0124473673( Birthday Boy)

Last but not least, I would want to remind you that You NEED to submit YOUR COMMENT with your Name.I need to confirm your attendance! Thank you very much for reading!

Update: there has been mistake.. no booze!oh no!ahhhhh, time to chill! it's about me, the birthday boy, oh well.. maybe if u pray enuff.. might suddenly appear ! lol

Will Update from time to time!Stay Tune!

December's lali.

Take this as a lesson, because you'll need it in the future,
Carry on for this mistake is made for you to mature,
It's like sweet bitter mixture; temperature
Rise and fade as both collide trying to bind what will be build,
Hold on because this is as strong as a beat that gets you focus for every beats counts and every lesson learn is a baby step, forget not to cry and yes to your immature thinking because humbling down to your knee is a part of being free, forgive yourself and others too, because they need it just like you do.

It's just a mixed up feeling. Happy New Year 2009

Great 2 great post on Self *NOT* Improvement topic.
Which will only gets you spinning for celebration of life's failed achivement.
But Hey, talking about celebration, Happy New Year 2009 to me and everyone who is celebrating. I had a weird one. I put up my hands in the dance floor and counted from 10-1 to reach 1 January 2009 and I looked around... Strangers.. how sad is that?Nobody's by your side?yup nobody THAT I KNOW and i'm thinking about friends which are in other clubs, just about that second I wanted to be with them, looking at them, hugging everyone I know and having a great time.. instead...

at least nobody knows me or see how weird I was but at least i'm enjoying the music with the DJ right? haha well seems pretty pit but there's more..unnecessary event occured which are not impressive because its a blow off for the night.

Sick of you.

I'm freaking sick right now, sick of someone intoxicating "I dunno what im feeling right now, its weird and feels like kriptonite which i dont understand but i felt its something much more than words," drug or something cuz im feeling, NOT right and i need some answer which will get me straight. It's my fault for not being so open, i bet it will be suprise if i open up to her, sigh because it will be another let down cuz when i'm serious, i pretend that im not... and when im joking, sometimes im serious.. i need to get myself straighten up because you dun wanna overdose your self with "zat" in mind... chill out and wait I must to claim my princess

It takes a glance.

Ever thought that a person who shows interest in you ask question more often that to JUST agree positively what you have just said or mention?

like they don't even give a damn about what you said but they are just ganna laugh about it or comment which flows or pretend that they didn't hear a word you have just said?
Well I have and I find it hurtful to even consider such as friend, I know how it feels to me but I understand as well how they feels.
They don't feel connected or interested in what you have said, because you are invisible, you don't appeal to them and all they could care is those who they wanna feel close with, definitely not you! Let's just forgive them, maybe it's someone who you wanna show interest in by getting their attention more towards you, but thats not ganna happen because everytime you went out with them or just a particular person, there WILL be another person around PROTECTING/PREVENTING exactly the thing that you wanted to happen, which is to get close to the person.

Feel like your in the right shoe with me?Exactly but maybe they weren't aware but the more your getting in, the more the person in demand. You'll be lucky to survive.

What i want to say to those people is, give love a chance. sigh.
For what may come into ur way, perhaps he/she has already showing interest to other people but its not you cuz your not in his/her realm but rather in outer space with vacuum and hoping to get suck in to the realm but wait ur invisible, perhaps u might be close to the moon but the earth aint diggin it, he/she prefers those satelite hanging around better than u.. so get a fucking live and fucking move on.

Linkin Park widget

So this is Linkin Park's widget, finally!
too bad it doesn't fit my sidebar so i post it dup. hope you'll explore it like I do.




watch out! Linkin Park is releasing new album for 2009, stay tune!

Linkin Park - Given Up Single

Linkin Park is a rap rock band established since year 2000. They consist of 6 man in a band, Chester, Mike, Phoenix, Brad, Mr. Hahn and Rob. Each of them contribute different sound to their music and create a very admirable ambient to it. What is so special about this band is the Disc Jockey found in their rap rock group, Mr. Hahn found a place in their music. Furthermore, the multi-talented Mike Shinoda and Mr. Hahn are both from art college. Both of them uses their talent in their album cover many times. It is a lot of fun studying each of them when I finally settle down with the picture I show above.

Unlike other album cover I have found under Linkin Park, this picture shows Chester screaming into the mic with quite an aggressive facial expression. It really brings out the
passion of “Given Up”
(a track in Linkin Park’s single album, Given Up)

The album cover looks like it has been stained and bended over and kept for quite a long period of time before it turns out the way it is. It brings out old school kind of feeling when first rock is introduced in 1950’s. The font on upper right are a collage from various types of font overwriting each other. If you’ve notice, there is scotch tape effect in the middle it certainly gives you an impression that this album has been ripped, scratched and wet. Under this visual effect used by the artist it really appeals to people on how they actually do it because people tend to be curious over something unimaginable in a short period of time. Why I choose this image is because it give me a feeling to not give up on what I have already given up to hear. People around us tends to give us encouragement if only humans are as durable and lasting like this piece of work.

Close up of Chester’s face is use in this picture to focus on his facial expression. The color used is sepia. If I were given chance to study this image, I will probably guessed that the effects brought up with multiple layer of overlaying methods. The band name and album name on the right hand side resembles a token tear to redeem free gifts.

The tattoos on Chester’s wrist serve as additional effects as well it gives more visual towards the image and what Chester have done to his wrist. Sometimes images that are raw does not need to be bombard with much visual effect in it because it might turn out to unbelievable or too fake for the eyes. It is always good to maintain certain aspect of a picture to be unedited. To maintain the rawness to send the message through an image.

Overall this picture is very much aggressive and grungy. It portrays a certain element to certain audience who appreciates art and the making of it.

Click here for Linkin Park's A Thousand Suns Album review

Hillsong KL concert follow up post.

1st dup, too bad i wont be posting the AOG Glad Tidings Picture here.. probably just the main entrance crowded with 3 thousand people!.. its wild!.. haha..

After that day, we went Bukit Bintang for walk and some shopping.. but definately Food food food 1st..i dont remember what we had ade.. but i remember jap food in.... gosh i forgot where!... i think its in time square... and we went starbucks not for coffee.. just sitting down cuz its raining...and we took some magazine and read...

EH!..what is this?? never seen BEFORE!... im so nub!
finally pavillion ... went to every floor... everything is just too expensive... =.= headed to carl's junior and had beefburger.. the fries are awesome!.. with cheese... yum yum... very full indeed.. can still feel it in my stomach even its been months ade.. haha
Thats all... lazy to post more picture... im late for schadule... all my entry that suppose to post are all way back behind schadule... im dropping all of them instead im already posting some new stuff.. Good day...

Random-ness

Congratulations WillaZz, you are 57% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

Beach Boy

Ah, being on the beach takes my lousy mood away

She living, high class
fast car on the rush
She having, night class
rough task on her belly dancing and
I got up and ready to go
The light says green it's time for my show
balls get rollin I ma let chu know
that im ready to roll
OH!.......


Sucking it in and puffing it out
like a chimney roasting peking duck
oh why not why not?
smokes to the crowd like a performance on a stage
smokes to the crowd like an imaginary bed
All you peeps looking like a shining star
sipping beer and staying late on a karaoke bar
Near or far where ever you are just shout it out loud
Call my name if ya proud
G-YEA!

Withdrawal.

Withdrawal.

The wine in the glass tasted strange
Well balance the glass on my hand, Slippery it was no better than a can
Rushing out and width spread the blood on the carpet, leaving a scent
The shattered glass scattered and leaved a dent
Why the blind? when a struck of innocences replied only a dime but cost a million whine.

It grew into poisonous rose with thorns
the black heart of pink has born
Awaits the prey and silently break the dawn
A fragile pick of an ice melt the bond

Useless
only a withdrawal of time shall call upon the oracle
skating the ring of abandon circle

Cost a flirt to leaves blood on your shirt
Clean it and it treats you like a dirt
Cleaned but its not clean, it just show how far you've been.

Author's explanation

1.She started being weird, something smells funny.
2.We have everything in the world together, from the relationship we have, we manage to work things out together as a pen and paper. Suddenly things begin to change, it slips right thru the hand, the wine aren't suppose to slip because there is no moisture against the glass but only a cold can drink does. It's impossible but it happens.
3&4.Everything was not as usual as it was, it left an impression and thought that something selfish had happen between them. So it affect He deeply and he remembers where they use to sit and meet. He remembers clearly what has happen and all the past between them both.
5.Why is he feeling hurt now? for he knows that a cheap talk of a direct, straightforward guy would eventually cost expensive heartache. Speak without a thought of wisdom has ruined and torn the paper apart.

6&7. It has become a disease after long run, he finally shuts himself off towards his friends and family and blaming himself.
8&9.Tries to mend the pieces into one again. Whatever he does, does not bring anything back but a cold.

10. Living in the past and condemn himself and keep running in that awful place. Only he knows if good friends he have can help him and bring him back, "so dry your tears" She said.

11.From there it begin until now, he remembers everything that makes him not all right.

Insomnia(roll-over)

I was living my life and living it slow
but every moment I remember I was letting it roll-over
For all of you know, fast pace and the money cash hoes.
this life is like a combustion of liquor and wine, flow after flow~
Burning the candles the flame is so bright
WillaZz stalking the night with purity sight
The hard burning gas from a step and a will of might
These street lives the king of Marlboro light
I wonder why people keep their exposure
like their addicted to the moon and afraid of the sun, mainly posers
The sun won't give up but eventually give in
As the moon shine with the people living in
Waking up the sunsets down where's the breeze of morning wind?
All I get is late-night supper and night club scene
Where goes the morning dim sum? and morning stroll at the park?
Do they even do it even tough its late and dark?
I want to believe how easy to move on,on this stage
but all I'm getting is lay my life down to this cage
So where did I go wrong for singing this song
Let me reminisce for it's been so long


I was living my life and living it slow
but every moment I remember I was letting it roll-over
For all of you know, fast pace and the money cash hoes
this life is not a circle, be sure let your sleep holds

One way or another
This is the way WillaZz describe young insomnia teens
You work until 10 it all drained up for the college fees
Failing exams and retaking classes from 9 to 3
I'd say your FUCKED, quit living in dream, roll-over
Of course it's not wrong to have a desire and dream, roll-over
But please check your sleep and reality please, roll-over
I don't wanna see you regret until you fall to your knees, roll-over

Let me reminisce for it's been so long

for all you know,
life is not just another big block of rock with no creed
Bits of the pieces tearing apart in a one way street
It's like a monster in disguise it gives you the creep
It burns you alive the wound is deep

I was living my life and living it slow
but every moment I remember I was letting it roll-over
For all of you know, fast pace and the money cash hoes
this life is not a circle, be sure let your sleep holds

I was living my life and living it slow
but every moment I remember I was letting it roll-over
I was living my life and living it slow
but every moment I remember I was letting it roll-over
I was living my life and living it slow
but every moment I remember I was letting it roll-over
I was living my life and living it slow
but every moment I remember I was letting it roll-over
For all of you know, fast pace and the money cash hoes
this life is not a circle, be sure let your sleep holds

Is that all?

Read slowly to digest the word and visualize it!

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Is that all?
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Okay, here's the story..
there's this guy name A that fell in love with B
(oww.... how sweet....)


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So I guess you already know the story?
(long conversation, talked about same interest and hobbies, unforgettable moment, sleepless night, spend money money money, forgets and ditch close friends, and anything you could imagine on your first day that you met her)

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Do you really know the story after that?


(long pause during conversation, talked about family problems and issues, "I forgot moment", fuck it and sleep right now I tell you brain!, "expensive, hawker food will do","cannot la, im going out with my friends"..."please forget?please?move on please?PLEASE??")

Erm, so you already know?
Is that all?

Click To Play





I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground


Wait.. have you finish listening to the song?


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What more can I say, it leads to another journey of resistance, always.



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For everything else there's ShoutersShout

*this advertisement is proudly presented by WillaZz, none of the story and illustration above are real or represent any living person. No human was harm during photo production*

Fireflies - Amanda Falk

Click to play..



Amanda Falk-Fireflies
A cool summer night
Was spent watching the fireflies
Dance in the light of the moon
Well who would've guessed that what we thought was real
Was so fragile and ended so soon
I miss what we had together
We promised each other forever

Was it a long time ago?
I don't even know
I barely recognize the places that we used to go
I’ve lost track of time
It seems like just yesterday
but you’re slipping away, you’re slipping away

Well I've reminisced
and recollected all the thoughts of you
and placed them in a box
under my bed
But nothing i can do
and nothing anyone can say
can erase the memories in my head
You’re a vision that won’t go away
Why won’t you stay, why won’t you stay

Was it a long time ago?
I don't even know
I don't recognize the places that we used to go
I’ve lost track of time
It seems like just yesterday
but you’re slipping away, oh... you’re slipping away... oh

dadadadada...

Was it a long time ago?
I don't even know
I can't recognize the places that we used to go
I’ve lost track of time
It seems like just yesterday
but you’re slipping away, oh...you’re slipping away, oh…you’re slipping away

A cool summer night
Was spent watching the fireflies
Dance in the light of the moon

Thx you for correcting this :D
enjoy. I started this post because I couldn't find the lyrics online.
A beautiful song.