The little things.

As time goes by, I thought your Just a dream that goes by every end of the night
This feeling is not empty but eventually blend into some aroma we once favor but never know what exactly needed to taste better, like the 1st time your making coffee for "two".
As time goes by, your cup of coffee changes into something better if not for a time being till you capture what I mean.
Notice how I relate your cup of coffee into "ice blended coffee" which ever you favor now but the main ingredient still is..... well i guess you know :D

"You didn't mention about ice blended coffee, why out of no where you say that? it makes me confused!"
1st, you got to know the difference in making a normal cup of coffee and ice blended coffee, learn this two field, its entirely different cause I say so, if you ever blend one the right way, you'll know.

DO you really want to make coffee that taste just like coffee coffee? or coffee which feels like whole?
Whats the difference?a smile after 1st sip and just coffee after 1st sip. Can you hold to that smile long enough to appreciate it? I know I do, but is everyone the same? some people walks by small little appreciation which comes from the heart and some notice big favor, which is as close as dream that suppose to let it be what it is.

Dumb.

Have you "drown" in an relationship so badly that you can't get out from it and wish you could just die?
Let me share with you some good news, don't be! Be grateful how you got in and never got out...
Yes, keep drowning guys and girls because, love is eternal, I know you refuse to believe me but for what good it did or what bad it brings, your one step closer to an even closer relationship. You asking why I said that? It's because you did bribe your way out by lying to yourself how you feel and pain of losing who knows, maybe future wife/husband. By learning more what most people don't, congratulations! DO you remember this first time you accidentally spill something about you that YOU don't want the person to know?

"Shit, now she/he knows my weakness, what am I ganna do?"

By now, you know it would be awkward to even see her/him, but do you know what has just happen? Honest truth! give it some time, explain and she/he will eventually understand and glad that you didn't hide from her/him.

"Don't you wish you just don't know the person at first place?"
Now hold your horses, hardly what the opposite person ever does, you probably going to found out sooner or later, now danger it might seem to be, but i rather bet on a person i know so well than to a perfect stranger who acts nice.


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DIFFERENT DIMENSION

Actually I wanted to say, whatever happens I wish things would change around, I don't want to live in despair and anxiety by sleeping in the car alone and problems in my heart. sigh

Done!case close, i know its vague, try hit me with some question

Having a blast with old friends.

Yet again another great MORNING, so I decide, it's time to go out have fun!

"Playing is fun, Paying is not"

Was driving my car, local car, proton car,p1 car.... whatever you want to call it. Who the fuck cares, but 4 wheels which takes me to where I want to go?rite?

So I was listening to my music lalalalalaaaa, GEEZ! there goes my cellphone ringing, pulled over!

Why I pulled over? because it's goddamn RIGHT thing to do, especially when your very friendly and used to police! So you think I really pull over?BAH..

I answered the call, haiz.. XXXXX ask me to fetch him! weee, a person who is kind like me wouldn't mind fetching a friend right? Once in awhile, it's fine, don't be like some fella, who's not shy at all. Doesn't even know when to stop. LOL. petrol free ka? Ne ways, I already know I need to fetch them all, HAHA. I'm saying this doesn't mean I mind at all, actually I don't, but I want to open up some people's mind out there who find their friend an easy target. ESPECIALLY FRIENDS THAT STAY 10 miles from your place and the place your heading is 6miles!

"He got transport ma!"

MY ASS.
I'm mean rite? woohoo!
but giving you heads up what I mean by having a blast later on, I'll cut the crap again!

We were having lunch!yes, food! finally I've arrived! GUESS WHAT?what?
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HAHA, nobody sits beside me wei! cruel rite? haha! So we ordered. LONG CHAT!.... what's the TOPIC you ask?
TOPIC: GIRLFRIEND! GIRLFRIEND! GIRLFRIEND! MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! WORK! WORK! WORK!

hohoho... so let me present to you fork and spoon, a very hard decision to make.. when you wanna chat.... or rather ... EAT!..LOL


The food came, DUN WORRY!
no food pictures here.... later If i posted up, i'll be hungry too! HAHA.. so here are an empty plate!


After all that
stuffed in your tummy, what more you want..

but this..
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whistle~~


So you think thats having a blast? It's heavy burden kay! Driving people around...
End up digging crab by the beach... =.= killing crabby! weeee! crab hunting time!... Smack that crab with your sandal! weee!!!

LOL you think we're that cruel? neh.. we just sit patiently and awaited the crabs to come out! IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!!LOL

Where do bikini chicks go?where have they gone to?

But we had alot of great fun together.. haha... and we found gigantic Jelly-fish.. we didnt took pictures of it tho, I was busy slicing the jelly fish... ahhahaa... BTW, the jelly-fish is dead okay... and its freaking huge!....radius of an umbrella i might say!

So, it's just some casual outing but it was a blast!
*In my wallet*

So it was Christmas

I use my dead draft as my update bcuz I admit sometimes it deserve much better to be deleted.its 26th December 2007 to be exact.

Merry Christmas!
to the whole world..
to all my Christian friends... Merry Christmas &Happy New Year!
It was a wonderful 2007 Christmas for me this year. I never felt so much better celebrating with few of my now becoming best buddies.. all of them, since I'm a so called lazy pig, you know who you guys are. For what you all have done, I am glad that you guys are 'still' my best buddies. how I wish 'forever' exist and I won't even doubt i lied about it myself and hoping that next best thing follows and claim its price.
It was what i thought Christmas was like(mention in previous posts).. no more as I now feel much more about Christmas. A more personal and less crowd like previous years(tear drops)

Friendship.
at least from all those years, i finally learn whats more and most important of how not to say BBQ can bring us all together, cuz I ain't a guy with much specific in it, i would generalize to the boldest until the meaning torn the words apart. It was what is was, i said to myself, a finally great one I must add.must.

Love is not in the air.but you are.
So it was what it was, a wonderful night for me and you, celebrating with love one or not it does not matter, as the people around you appreciates you. Even if they are not, forgive them for they have yet to see but misses every single second of it. There's no point of explaining, its a charm that every person possess. So put your best dress on, never the least ever regret, like people say, live today like it's your last day but i would say this, live life.. and be part of theirs.


Upon you theres me.somehow.
I would also like to confess to all my friends that I don't fucking care who talks bad,back,this and that, dog and cat, big and fat, white and black about me because whatever it is, I love and care each and everyone of you all regardless how you feel about me. If you find me trying to make you hate me. I'm just doing for your own good!..woot woot.. and probably normal conversation are too darn bored, as i lost my common sense years ago and couldn't sense between them. Ah well, there goes a piece.of crap.

Domo......WillaZzzzZZzzz-desssss......
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